Between naps and sleep last night, I got eleven hours of sleep. I’ve napped a couple times today already and feel like I could sleep forever.
I got through my workout today without throwing up and did the whole thing.
I’m not great, but I’m certainly not in the dire shape I was this whole last week. I’m on the mend.
The main thing that has brought me out of it was speaking with a counselor and controlling my environment. It’s felt like I’ve put myself in a clean room, where only the good stuff can get in. Starting next week I’m going to have to leave the clean room, but I’m hoping I will have gotten well enough to do so. I’m thinking I will have.
Thank you. All of you. Thank you so much. There cannot be a god, because he never would’ve let a hellion like me get so lucky.