Bag, mulch, let them blow away? Or just jump in…

Bag, mulch, let them blow away? Or just jump in…
Fall is an emotional time of year.

Walk along a familiar path and it’s transformed by the sight and smell of change.

There is the sweet aroma of fallen leaves in those desperate days between green and brown. Adorned in a hue of orange and red and gold, the trees reluctantly drop and in their nakedness they sadly stare down at the ground.

Drifting in slow-motion, the leaves, one-by-one, cascade to the ground. They gather together, stacked in the unity of their fate, swept by the midnight breezes.

In my yard, I am forever raking the leaves into piles. I ponder the question of what to do. To bag? To mulch? To let the wind blow them away?

The allegories of the Creator in Spring are abundant — new life, new hope, new direction. But God in the Fall seems distant.

Then I hear a voice in the high winds

“You are not alone. I will never leave you, nor forsake you. You are my beloved. Abide in me and I’ll abide in you.”

And suddenly I am inexplicably driven. An urge comes from the deepest passion of my soul. I see the pile of leaves and with four quick steps I leap into the air, all my good sense abandoned.

I am lost to the Savior.

And on this day, I am found.

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We spend most of our time and energy in a kind of horizontal thinking. We move along the surface of things, but there are times when we stop. We sit still. We lose ourselves in a pile of leaves or its memory. We listen and breezes from a whole other world begin to whisper.”
— James Carroll

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