Last updated on: May 28, 2008 at 3:54 pm
By
Desh Kapoor
The other day a friend, American, asked me what faith I followed? Or was I just spiritual. I reluctantly replied to him Hindu faith. I know at my intellectual level that is somewhat true and those following my thoughts here on this blog would have expected me to have said "Spiritual". But I did not. I have been wondering why? Why was I reluctant to leave off the label and go out in the open as alone.. without label? Or was it that there is something that has been "labelled" as Hindu that I do consciously relate to and get attracted to. I probably would have explained myself better if I had sometime but I did not. So, I wanted to spend sometime to understand my own mind for myself. And maybe in that process share my thoughts so my kids could understand what I thought of this question when they grow up and in this multi-colored world start looking for and searching for their identity. The plane had reached the magical 10,000 feet so everyone could take out their stuff and start listening, working etc. He took out his Bible and started reading. The first class is a great help in the mornings when you travel everyweek and the breakfast that one gets there is worth it. After the breakfast, he opened his book again. I looked on interested. He introduced that he was a pastor. "Do you know about Jesus" he probed. "Yes", I said, "infact I love him. I think he was a revolutionary soul, as great as Buddha was in his time". "Hmm interesting", he avered "have you ever gone to a Church?" I smiled and said "No". "Maybe you would want to think of coming to the Jesus, the Savior" he said nicely. "You mean converting?". With practiced hesitation he said "yeeahh.. well ... you could learn more and then if you feel.. " he left it off with a certain mystery. "You know, Sir, I don't need to convert my religion to love Jesus. I can love Jesus as much as I love the concept of Buddha or Osho or Krishna. You are stuck because you can't see beyond Jesus. Your love for one makes you necessarily demote others' importance or greatness. That is why you have one whom you have given pre-eminence. I have no such restrictions". The conversation ended abruptly. So, for one, I love my freedom. Since there was and is no such thing as "Hindu way", I am free. This freedom is difficult to explain. Other people have called this Island I dwell upon as Hinduism so let it be so. But to me it leaves me independent of any one influence. A friend was worried that Hindus should have "a" way of life that the kids can follow, so they would not convert. That is the least of my concerns. If I can relate the freedom of thought - of being able to listen to a Sufi, to praying to Buddha, to going to a Gurudwara to bow my head infront of Krishna and meditating on his consciousness - then I would have set them free. At least it is easier for me to relate to the other person without tom-toming the primacy of my "God" or "Savior"! If ONLY I could teach my kids to be free then they would never want to jump into another box. There is an ethos which has come through the open-ness of my "faith" that is difficult to explain. It is not the Hinduism of Shiv Sena or any political institution. It is the freedom of thought of Swami Vivekananda. I want to pass on that freedom. Read more