by Living Liminal cross posted from her blog Living Liminal
(An Update on my Story)
In the biblical story of Joseph, his brothers hated him so much that they attacked him and then sold him into slavery in a foreign land. Eventually, he rose to a place of incredible power and authority in Egypt and ended up saving their lives (as well as countless others). After their father’s death, the brothers feared Joseph would finally take revenge on them for their betrayal. Instead, he said to them, “Even though you planned evil against me, God planned good to come out of it.”
And that’s how I feel right now. That even though others “planned evil against me”, I am now seeing the “good to come out of it”.
Three years after leaving the institutional church, I’d found myself facing legal threats from some of those who’d ‘encouraged’ me to leave. It seemed like I was trapped in an incessant nightmare – that I’d never be free from the hostility and malice. The trauma was just too much to cope with and I ended up seeking professional counselling (from someone trained in psychology, not religion). And that has turned out to be the best thing I’ve done for myself in a very long time!
Just as my experience of spiritual abuse set me on a course of freedom from the religious rubbish that had weighed me down for too long, the attack on me late last year steered me towards getting the help I needed to rid my life of some other baneful baggage I was carrying. And it’s feeling so good!
The truth is, we all need help sometimes. I did, and I’m grateful to be receiving the help I needed. It was way outside my comfort zone, and beyond by normal experience, but I did it anyway. And now I’m starting to experience the benefits. I’ve never for more at peace with myself, or more… whole.
If you are in that place – needing help beyond yourself – I’m really hoping you will be encouraged by my story to find whatever help you might need. And may it bring you the freedom you were created for.
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