Monique Ocampo Writes
INT. THE UPPER ROOM, JERUSALEM — NIGHT
PETER is standing alone, crying. He is burdened with guilt and regret. He keeps repeating something to himself
Peter
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.
A knock on the door. Peter gets up to answer the door. MARK enters. He is a young boy whose parents are disciples of Christ.
MARK
Hello.
PETER
Hello, Mark.
MARK
I’m sorry for disturbing you, but your friend Magdalene was asking me to look for you.
PETER
Let her come in.
Mark nods and lets Magdalene enter the room before exiting. She is obviously distraught and frantic, but trying to hide it. She goes about the room, holding back her tears as she’s preparing for the Sabbath. Peter steps aside. She finds an oil lamp and lights it. She looks around the room and sees Peter.
MAGDALENE
Hello, Peter.
PETER
Good evening.
MAGDALENE
Were you here all this time?
PETER
No…
MAGDALENE
Where’s everyone else?
PETER
I don’t know.
MAGDALENE
Weren’t you at the temple when I last saw you? When he was being put on trial by those…those Pharisees?
PETER
Maybe.
MAGDALENE
(Suddenly frantic)
You didn’t see how they treated him, Peter. The whips on his back striking in such unnecessary pain
The bones tear his skin, all for the fickle crowd’s gain.
PETER
That’s the punishment, Magdalene. You-
MAGDALENE
Three times he fell on the path to the hill
A man had to help lead the lamb to the kill.
Peter shudders and tries to step away. Magdalene grabs Peter’s shoulders and stares him straight in the eyes, like she’s possessed.
MAGDALENE (con’t)
The sound of the nails…They used nails, Peter! Nails! And those soldiers gambling for his robe. They were as callous as those horrible Pharisees.
Peter turns away. Magdalene drops down to her knees and looks out at a distance.
MAGDALENE (CON’T)
Do you know what he said when he was on the cross, Peter? “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.”
PETER
I think they knew exactly what they were doing.
MAGDALENE
And what exactly were you doing?
A knock on the door. Magdalene opens the door. James and Andrew walk in.
ANDREW
Magdalene. We were looking for you.
JAMES
Were you here this whole time?
PETER
Where else would I be?
ANDREW
You should’ve been where Magdalene was.
PETER
Why weren’t you there, then?!
ANDREW
I was! I was in the crowd. I may not have followed him to the hill, but I heard everything.
PETER
Then why didn’t you follow him? You were the ones who introduced me to him in the first place!
ANDREW
At least I didn’t hide away! Last time I saw you, you and everyone else was running away.
MAGDALENE
You should’ve been up there, too, all of you. They were mocking him, saying that they would believe it if he came down from the cross. I couldn’t stand them!
JAMES
Nothing could’ve convinced them, Magdalene. You know that. I think I heard him calling for Elijah.
PETER
What are you talking about?
JAMES
I was too far to really know, but he said something along the lines of “Eli Eli lama sabachthani.”
ANDREW
He was probably praying.
MAGDALENE
John and Mary were closer. I wish I could remember.
A knock on the door.
MARK (O.S.)
They’re in here.
JOHN enters with MARY. Mary is quiet, her face worn from tears and grief.
JOHN
There you are, Magdalene. Mother and I were looking for you.
MAGDALENE
I was looking for everyone else. Peter was here. Oh, John, why did this have to happen?
JOHN
Rabbi told us he had to.
PETER
And all we did was run away.
JOHN
I was there the whole way! Don’t lump me in with the rest.
JAMES
You and your need to stick out.
PETER
Like you saw anything different from what Magdalene was crying about.
JOHN
But I did! Rabbi talked to me. Mother, if you please?
Mary nods.
PETER
Wait, why are you calling her ‘Mother?’
JOHN
I was just about to say. I was standing with Mother by the cross. Rabbi looked at me and said, “Woman behold your son. Son, behold your mother.” For whatever reason, he’s letting me take care of Mary.
MAGDALENE
Do you remember when he said “Eli Eli lama sabachthani”? Was he really calling for Elijah?
JOHN
No. He was quoting a psalm. I think it was Psalm 22.
MAGDALENE
“My God, my God. Why have you abandoned me?”
ANDREW
Even God has abandoned our master. I can’t believe it.
JOHN
Peter, weren’t you at the temple the last time I saw you?
Peter grumbles and goes to the center of the room, making sure he has everyone’s attention.
PETER
Enough speculation. We have to make sure we’re all together. Do you know where everyone else is, James?
JAMES
I think Nathaniel told me that he’s staying with a cousin before going to Emmaus after the Sabbath is over.
ANDREW
I didn’t see anyone else after we all fled Gethsemane, but given that it’s the Sabbath, they should still be in town.
JAMES
I wish we could get everyone here. I hate sitting around, doing nothing!
PETER
Well as long as they’re close by, we can get them after the Sabbath is over and think about what we’re gonna do next.
Everyone in the room glares at Peter.
PETER (CON’T)
For now, we have to get the meal started.
MAGDALENE
I don’t feel so hungry.
MARY
Well, we have to.
Mary and Magdalene gather the food laid around and set up a meal. Someone knocks on the door.
MARY
Who could that be?
Mark enters the room.
MARK
Hello again. Your friend Thomas said that he wants to come in.
JOHN
Why is he here?
PETER
It doesn’t matter. (To Mark) Let him in. We’re just about to eat.
Mark opens the door and leaves as Thomas enters.
MARY
Hello, Thomas.
THOMAS
Hmph.
JAMES
Where were you?
THOMAS
Hiding in the crowd like everyone else was. Did you hear what he was saying? I heard that he was promising one of the thieves that they’d be together in paradise!
JOHN
I can actually confirm that he said that, believe it or not.
THOMAS
Well, I don’t believe it! I honestly think our master has lost his sanity while he was hanging there.
MAGDALENE
How could you say that? I was a lot closer to the cross that you were!
THOMAS
You don’t count and you know it.
JOHN
Thomas!
THOMAS
Sorry. I can’t help that I know we’re all gonna die as soon as the Sabbath is over.
MAGDALENE
I can’t believe what you’re saying. You have got to be the most cynical, pessimistic, doubtful–
THOMAS
And you’re a former madwoman. You look far more possessed now than when seven demons were trapped in you.
Magdalene cries out loud and turns to Mary for comfort. Mary hold Magdalene in her arms.
JOHN
I guess you can now add insensitive to your list, Thomas.
THOMAS
It doesn’t matter, John. I just want her to stay quiet.
ANDREW
John is right. Have some compassion.
MAGDALENE
(Aside)
It’s like we women were the only ones crying there.
JAMES
Thomas, get your priorities straight. What matters-
PETER
Is that our Rabbi is dead.
Everyone is silent. Thunder and lightning are heard in the background.
PETER (CON’T)
I guess we have to sit and eat. Come on, everyone.
JOHN
Let’s pray, first.
Everyone sits down to eat.
JOHN (Con’t)
Lord, we thank you for the meal that you have given us. Alright, everyone. Let’s eat.
Everyone picks at their food.
JAMES
I can’t believe that it was only yesterday when we were sitting like this. Remember how he offered up wine and said that it was his blood?
THOMAS
Never made any sense to me.
MAGDALENE
Things never make sense unless you can see it, Thomas.
JOHN
I remember how he asked for a drink before he died. One of the soldiers dipped a sponge into some vinegar. And then he said “Father, into your hands, I commend my spirit. It is finished.” Then he took a breath and…he was gone.
PETER
The Romans made certain that he was dead, didn’t they?
JOHN
Yes. One of them pierced the side of our Rabbi with a lance. Blood and water came spilling out.
THOMAS
They didn’t break his legs?
JOHN
No, they didn’t.
ANDREW
They probably saw that he went through a lot as it was. No need to beat up a dead horse.
JAMES
What did he mean when he said “It is finished” John?
JOHN
I wish I knew.
THOMAS
He probably lost all hope.
MAGDALENE
That can’t be true. The man I saw on the cross may have felt like God has abandoned him, but he would never lose hope!
THOMAS
You delusional-
MAGDALENE
You insensitive-
PETER
Would you please be quiet?!
A loud thunderclap roars. Lightning flashes. The sound of pouring rain surrounds them.
ANDREW
I remember how the sky darkened and the earth shook-I can’t believe the thunderstorm is still going on.
JAMES
It was raining like this since around the ninth hour.
JOHN
The ninth hour? That’s when Rabbi died.
MAGDALENE
It’s as if the whole world knew how much our Rabbi meant to us.
THOMAS
I doubt it.
MAGDALENE
Keep your doubts to yourself, if you please.
JOHN
I wonder if this rain will keep going until the third day.
ANDREW
Rabbi did always say something about coming back on the third day.
MARK
I wonder what that meant.
JAMES
Maybe he means coming back when time ends.
THOMAS
You guys are crazy! When people die, they die. If Rabbi is lucky, he’ll rise with the dead, but given the way that he died, he’s more likely in that Underworld that the Greeks speak about. Let’s face it. The Pharisees and Romans won. And then they’re gonna get us next.
PETER
You’ll probably be the first to beg for mercy.
THOMAS
At least I’ll be alive! For whatever reason, our master appointed you to lead us and what did you do? Cut off a soldier’s ear and ran away. That sword was meant for Judas, wasn’t it?
PETER
Like any of you would have done differently.
JAMES
Well you should’ve done something other than using your sword.
JOHN
Would you stop acting like you’re the only ones in the room? Mother and I had to watch him carry that cross, had to watch him suffer, had to watch him be nailed to the cross, had to watch him die.
PETER
He would. You were always the favorite.
JOHN
Be silent or I swear!
MAGDALENE
WOULD YOU STOP FIGHTING!?
The men are silent. Another thunderclap. Magdalene brings the apostles’ attention to Mary, who is crying quietly, huddled in a corner. It’s not until now that they realize how small she is. John goes over to comfort Mary.
JOHN
Mother…
MARY
It’s alright. I was just…remembering…
Mary looks off at a distance, contemplating her first sorrow.
MARY
When I went to the temple to circumcise my son, a man named Simeon told me that a sword would pierce my heart. Until now, I had no idea what such pain would feel like. I know that all of you loved my son. And I apologize if I am speaking out of turn, but I don’t think my son would like the fact that you’re still fighting. I beg your pardon and ask that you stop. For His sake.
The room is silent. Peter approaches Mary and kneels at her feet.
PETER
Mary?
MARY
What is it?
PETER
I didn’t want to say this. Rabbi…Rabbi told me that when the cock crowed twice, I would deny him. I didn’t think of it when the soldiers came, when I cut off the servant’s ear, hoping that I would somehow kill Judas or someone, hoping to stop everything. Then I was standing by a fire while Rabbi was on trial. A servant girl recognized me, and I denied him. Someone else in the crowd by the fire recognized me again and I denied him again. And then someone else said that I was a Galilean. I cursed and swore I didn’t know Rabbi…and I heard the cock crow. I’ve never felt so low in my life.
Peter cries.
PETER (CON’T)
I’m so sorry, everyone. I didn’t want anyone to know this.
MARY
Dearest Peter. I’m certain that my Son forgave you when he died. But you have to let go of this regret and pain. Something good will come from this.
Mary holds Peter and they cry together. John holds Mary and cries with her. Andrew and James look at each other, not knowing what to do. Magdalene cries, joining the group. Thomas grumbles and leaves.
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