In any relationship, when your partner starts drifting away you may wonder what happened.
But when you make personal changes you know put pressure on your relationship, the separation comes as no surprise. It doesn’t make it any less difficult, but you can somewhat understand it.
I know many people who have decided to start examining their beliefs and subject themselves the rigors of deconstruction. One of the symptoms of this brave move is feeling alienated from the god they once knew.