I have not been posting much on this blog lately. My attention has been concentrated on getting out the first volume of the History of the Craft in America that has been growing for decades (and taking care of my family). My old friend Robert Matheisen, Professor Emeritus at Brown University, has been going over the penultimate draft with a fine-toothed comb and cries of glee, which I greatly appreciate, and I, not to lose momentum, have been getting the structures for volumes II and III closer to final. I am grateful for the development of technology that enables me to publish them myself; I no longer have to engage in futile arguments with the mendacious morons who used to have a monopoly on publishing.
I am mildly interested to see that the CEO of Patheos is advertising to attract investors, promising them a return of 7 percent. Mazel tov. It’s interesting that someone could take an enterprise that is totally concerned with matters religious and make it a viable business. However, that enterprise is succeeding only because I, for example, have been writing on here for a year and a half without receiving a penny in compensation. Mr. CEO, if you can pay investors, why can’t you pay me? This is the same pattern that is widening the gulf between the haves and havenots in this society. I am not likely to achieve the number of hits needed to “earn” the ludicrously small payments for the amount of writing I do. I do not write to entertain, not here, not in my poetry or anything I consider worthwhile. The world is full of hack writers who make a decent living and whose utterly inconsequential writings will be forgotten within a lifetime. My conscience has never allowed me to sell myself short that way. I have this strange, elitist, nondisprovable intuition that I am required to achieve something more important. At 73 I have a reasonable guess at what that may be. The true advantage of writing here is that the format causes me to produce chunks of writing in bite-sized amounts.
The great existentialist philosophers realized that human free will is free only insofar as it is active, not passive. A choice is made freely only if it is based on values one has consciously chosen, swimming upriver against the currents of convention. A choice made passively, based only on the values acquired from one’s culture, acquired largely before that age of reason, based therefore on unexamined assumptions, is not free at all, is instead dictated by the unconscious factors that control all human societies.
In practice, the first step toward freedom of will is typically made by the adolescent who realizes that the oversimplified version of his family’s faith he or she was taught in childhood is utterly inadequate or simply flat-out wrong. To decide at that stage to be an atheist or agnostic is the first step toward freedom. Persons who never take such a step will never have free will and will never know that they don’t. The next phase along that path is to search for something adequate—or to invent it. On the other hand, a person who never advances past atheism, who never learns anything new, as is the party line for most American academics, succumbs to the epidemic mental illness of unteachability, the scourge as severe as the epidemic insanity about sexuality that also cripples us.
There are many varieties of atheism, of course. Many “atheists” are actually agnostics: they know that one cannot know whether the divine exists or not, at least, not with the certainly with which we know that physical objects exist. Many “atheists” are actually saying “I do not believe that your concept of ‘God’ can possibly be correct.” Many Jewish intellectuals I have known would respond to being asked “Do you believe in God?” by saying, “NO!!!”—much as if one had asked how their spouse was in bed; it’s a strictly private matter, like with Tevya, rather like a family fight with God as the co-respondent. To be Pagan is to be much like an atheist in some ways, because for many the path begins with searching for an alternative to the inadequacies of existing churches or spiritual communities.
In my Ethics course, I often have a dialog with students who insist they are atheists and have no use for religion in any way. I can imagine the abuse they must have suffered. But once they can agree that every person’s “religion” amounts to the system of values he or she actually uses to make important life decisions, then they can agree that they care about religious values enough to want an accurate label for themselves. I also point out that persons who truly have no beliefs, who do not care about the divine or about the welfare of other human beings, but only about their own, would never call themselves atheists. Instead, such people will claim to be members of whatever is the dominant and most socially acceptable religion in their society. In America, such people obviously call themselves “Christians”—and most of them sincerely believe that is what they are—just as the Mafia consider themselves to be good Catholics.
The two epidemic mental illnesses I have mentioned are the scourge of unteachability and the scourge of what I have labelled Aphrodiphobia, which Wilhelm Reich called the Emotional Plague, and which destroys most humans’ ability to enjoy what should truly be celebrated as our greatest gift. I’ve written a lot about the latter plague in previous blogs. It was Scott Peck who for me identified unteachability as the scourge it is in his The Road Less Travelled and People of the Lie, pointing out that unteachability is the major cause of most human evil—although, AFAIK, all evil is human, does not exist outside ourselves. It causes evil because, when people stop learning anything new, they defend what they already believe as being unquestionably true and will “shoot the messenger” who present s them with any facts that do not fit into their map, which they all too often believe was personally hand-drawn by God.
Sometimes people stop learning in high school, sometimes in their early twenties, sometimes at various later times. I’ve known Pagans and Christians, scientists and writers, and many working people who have succumbed to this syndrome. It is obviously prevalent among religious fundamentalists, but not confined to them. It explains why, for example, devout blue-collar Republicans continue to vote for the very people who help exploit them—because they cannot bring themselves to change their beliefs about the Republican party. They can no longer evaluate any facts or evidence that would enable them to change their beliefs. They become steadily less in touch with the changes in reality—and that is a good practical definition of mental illness.
Because the majority of people suffer from these two epidemics, they believe their mental state is normal and unchangeable. The first step toward eliminating these scourges is to identify and name them, as I have done. I propose that two questions we need to answer are, “How can we teach the unteachable?” and “How can we live a life that celebrates sexuality as our holiest gift?’ (Maybe the latter still needs some refining.) Answering the first would enable progress toward social justice and income equality. Answering the second would begin a move to eliminate much of the human misery in the world. Tell me, are you working on anything more important than trying to begin answering such questions? At least, begin, in your own life, a little, one day at a time. Do what you can. And do not be silent. Do not tacitly consent to lies. And remember to question your own assumptions.