on earth as it is in heaven 2011-04-22 09:38:00

“I don’t want to do this,” I half scream at her, half plead to God. “I don’t want to walk this path, I don’t want to be this person, I don’t want to raise this daughter who doesn’t know who she belongs to and sometimes hugs me tight but sometimes pushes me far. I don’t want to let this birth mom live with us, knowing she can leave whenever she pleases and rip these wounds wide open again. I don’t know if I can do this.” “I don’t want to do this,” she sobs into my shoulder. “I don’t want to tell … [Read more...]