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Lisa and I have been very busy lately. I’m still settling into a new job, as well as keeping nakedpastor going, my art, my cartoon book, my personal life. Then Lisa is a full-time nursing student in the thick of an unbelievable amount of work, as well as keeping her personal home health-care business going. So before we went to bed we were just catching up with each others’ day.
At one point I said, “Honey, you’re a really good wife!” To which she sarcastically replied, “Ya, right!”
I realized how silly my proclamation was. Because that’s not what I meant at all.
What I meant was, “I love you with all my heart. I admire and respect you for what you are doing. I am so happy to be your lover. Even though we are going through a stressful time right now, I wouldn’t have it any other way. Because we are in love and we are together. You are an amazing woman that fills me with wonder, excitement and happiness.” Something like that.
I didn’t mean she is a good wife. “Wife” conjures up ideas of a role with a job-description. It refers to an institution called “wife” and another one called “marriage“. What if I had a fantasy of what a good wife was: someone who cooks me three meals a day, provides sex 3.5 times a week, keeps the house spotless and respects everything I say without question? Only if she measured up to that would I be able to say, “You’re a really good wife!” If I had that fantasy. I don’t.
It is the same with the church. Why would I say of a church, “You’re a really good church!“? What I am saying is that it is measuring up to my fantasies of what it should be. If I just loved the church with all its blemishes and wrinkles, then saying, “You are a really good church!” would seem silly, superficial and selfish.
Love covers a multitude of sins. That doesn’t mean love hides, overlooks or ignores the sins. It means that love discards our fantasies of the objects of our affection and embraces it all.