When humbled, we finally stop fighting—
against life, against the tide of time, against
the avalanche of disappointment, if we can
outwait the stubbornness of our dreams. For
every storm, no matter how fierce, dissipates
itself. The question is how much damage
it does while wearing itself out. Eventually,
once broken open, once our soft center
spits out its pearl, we try to put all that
we’ve damaged back together. And no
one tells us that the storm hurts itself.
It guts its own center. Even the surf
crashes into itself. All this to say, I’m
sorry for the path of my storm. I know
some things can’t be put back together,
and we have to live with what we’ve done.
In time, the hardest nut will crack and
wonder why it took so long to lean into
love. But now that we’re here, I don’t know
what to say, other than, please, stay close
for the time we have. Like flowers, we
spend long hours underground, in the
dark, all for these few moments of
blossom that we never thought
would come.
A Question to Walk With: Describe one way you are still fighting what life is giving you, and one way you can practice stopping.
This excerpt is from my book of poems in progress, Returning to Where I’ve Never Been.
*Photo credit: Markus Spiske