It was in Vancouver
at breakfast, before my
second cup of coffee.
I had a moment, a long
moment, before the next
task showed its teeth,
before the meetings began,
and the clink of silverware
glistened slightly, and the
coffee warmed my throat,
and I fell into the well of
a silence that was there
before I was born.
For the moment, the
thing that waits behind
my tongue dropped way
down behind my heart,
like an iridescent fish
hovering under all that
water near the center
of the earth.
Now the phone is
ringing. The emails are
flitting, and the voices
in the hive of which I
am a part are mounting.
But the coffee is
steaming and my mind
for now is clear and the
path between it and my
heart is open and I
finally have nothing
to say.