Over the past several weeks I have been working through the second draft of my current sabbatical book project; as I completed each chapter draft I had Jeanne, who is my โgo toโ reader for everything, to give me her impressions. After finishing one chapter she said that she liked it overall, but thought that I should rework the first section because it was โtoo depressing.โ I made the suggested changes, replacing the opening section with something more upbeat and deciding to move the depressing part to todayโs sermon.
Donโt worryโit gets better at the end.
Jeanne, who manages to be on the road every time I am giving a sermon, ย got on the Amtrak early one Sunday morning a couple of years ago, beginning two weeks of work-related travel. Bummed out, I decided to head south for church an hour and a half early in order to spend that extra time in the Riverโs Edge coffee shop just down the street,ย reading and doing my introverted thing. My text for the morning was Herodotusโs Histories, the primary text for the coming weekโs Development of Western Civilization freshman seminars.
Herodotus is considered to be the first true historian, but historian or not, heโs a great story-teller. His โhistoryโ is often page after page of anecdotal tales about strange and distant lands, storiesย based more on second-hand rumor than direct observation. Consider, for instance, his description of a certain Thracian tribeโs practices at the birth of a baby:
When a baby is born the family sits round and mourns at the thought of the sufferings the infant must endure now that it has entered the world, and goes through the whole catalogue of human sorrows; but when somebody dies, they bury him with merriment and rejoicing, and point out how happy he now is and how many miseries he has at last escaped.
Thatโs a sixth-century BCE version of โlifeโs a bitch and then you die,โ codified into the very fabric of a culture. The first stop on Jeanneโs two-week travels was to visit New Jersey briefly to help celebrate the first birthday of her great-niece with her family.
Something tells me that Emmaโs first birthday was not marked with a recitation of โthe whole catalogue of human sorrows.โ
But if brutal honesty were the rule of the day, perhaps her Emmaโs first birthday celebration should have been so marked. The ancient Greeks, Herodotus included, understood better than any group of people before and perhaps since the often tragic tension that lies just below the surface of human life. In Aeschylusโs Oresteia, the trilogy of plays that was the previousย weekโs focus with my DWCย freshmen, we encountered the horribly messy history of the house of Atreus, undoubtedly the most dysfunctional and fโked up family in all of literature. In the midst of this powerful and tragic work, Aeschylus occasionally reminds us that tragedy and pain is not just part of myth and legendโit is an integral part of the human condition. We must, Aeschylus writes, โsuffer into truth.โ
Itโs not as if we need regular reminders of how a seemingly benign and beautiful world can turn dark at a momentโs notice. Just a year ago, on the day before Thanksgiving, a colleague at Providence College was killed far too soon in an automobile accident.
Iโve told people frequently since that time that if, out of the hundreds of faculty and staff on campus, I made a list of those persons who everyone liked and respected, Siobhan would have been at the top of the list. Truth be told, she might have been the only name on the list. Siobhรกn was the collegeโs Instructional Technology Development Program Coordinator, a position that put her in charge, among other things, of bringing the faculty into the twenty-first century technologically (after guiding them first through the nineteenth and twentieth centuries). Over the years I had dozens of interactions with Siobhรกn both in person and via email, sometimes asking for help with something that a two-year old probably would know how to do, other times asking for advice concerning what new technology might be useful and user-friendly for the faculty in the program I direct. She always had the answer, delivered both in language that I could easily understand and without a hint of condescension or impatience (even though I undoubtedly deserved both). Often Siobhรกn provided solutions for the next eight problems to follow that I didnโt even know about yet. She was gracious, creative, generous, funny, and had a smile that lit up every space she entered. I pride myself in responding to emails quickly, but Siobhรกn was the fastest I have ever encountered. I once complimented her on her immediate helpfulness; she responded โThatโs because I like you!โ I asked โWhat do you do to people you donโt like?โ โI make them wait a week.โ
During the days and weeks after Siobhanโs death, all of us on campus were in shock. How could such a wonderful person have been killed in a freak accident while still in her thirties? On the Friday of the first week after we returned from Thanksgiving Break, a memorial service for Siobhan was held on campus. As I settled into my seat in the chapel with the several hundred persons who closed offices and cancelled classes in the middle of the day to honor Siobhan and celebrate her life,
I noticed in the program that the Old Testament reading was from Lamentations. โThatโs appropriate,โ I thought. โAt least thereโs nothing in Lamentations that will give us the unwelcome advice that we should not feel the devastating loss and sadness that we feel.โ
If you are not familiar with Lamentations, itโs probably just as wellโit is undoubtedly the most depressing text in the Jewish scriptures, perhaps anywhere. I came face to face with it when on sabbatical several years ago. Of the many liturgical celebrations I participated in at St. Johnโs Abbey in Minnesota, the most striking is the Good Friday morning prayer service. At 7:00 in the morning, the service sets the tone for the day as a solitary monk chants the entire book of Lamentations, a litany of five poetic dirges over the destruction of Jerusalem. Traditionally attributed to the prophet Jeremiah, the tone of the poems is bleak: God does not speak, the degree of suffering is presented as undeserved, and expectations of future redemption are minimal. In Psalm 129 the Psalmist writes โPlowmen have plowed my back and made their furrows longโโLamentations is page after page of that sentiment. Except for a passage right in the middle of the book I had forgotten about, a place where for a moment Jeremiah comes up for airโthe very passage read at Siobhanโs funeral.
I will call this to mind, as my reason to hope:
The favors of the Lord are not exhausted, his mercies are not spent;
They are renewed each morning, so great is his faithfulness.
My portion is the Lord, therefore will I hope in him.
Good is the Lord to one who waits for him, to the soul that seeks him;
It is good to hope in silence for the saving help of the Lord.
Advent is the season of expectation and hope, energized by the desire that we can be better, that โlifeโs a bitch and then you dieโ need not be the final word concerning the human story. The Incarnation that Advent anticipates is the beginning of this narrative; the promise of Advent is tha
t a glimmer of light in the distance is about to dawn.
Instead of a Psalm this morning, the lectionary organizers chose The Song of Zechariah, the โBenedictus,โ which is the canticle that closes every Morning Prayer service in the Benedictine daily liturgy of the hours. The second Sunday in Advent is always John the Baptist Sunday; in todayโs gospel we get a quick introduction to grown up John the Baptist from Luke 3, but for the context of the โBenedictus,โ we need to go to the story of Johnโs birth in Luke 1. ย You may remember that Zechariah had not spoken for months, struck dumb because he found it difficult to believe the angelโs announcement that his wife Elizabeth, well past child-bearing years, would bear a son. When Zechariah and Elizabethโs son is circumcised at eight days old, a family squabble breaks out over what the babyโs name will be. Most of the group votes for โZechariah Junior.โ But Zechariah motions for a tablet and writes โHis name is John,โ as the angel directed. His power of speech returnsโthe Benedictus follows. The Benedictus closes with a beautiful meditation on Zechariahโs new sonโs role in the divine economy, then a stunning promise.
You, my child, shall be called the prophet of the Most High,
for you will go before the Lord to prepare his way,
To give his people knowledge of salvation
by the forgiveness of their sins.
In the tender compassion of our God,
the dawn from on high shall break upon us,
To shine on those who dwell in darkness and the shadow of death,
and to guide our feet into the way of peace.
Adventโs strongest image is pregnancy. Elizabethโs . . . Maryโs . . . so unexpected, so miraculous. A distant, long-promised hope is about to literally be fleshed out. As we turn our attention away from our obsession with the human condition toward distant promise, we choose to believe that when the divine takes on our human suffering and pain, we in turn take on divinity itself. ย The choice to look outward in expectation is within our power, as described in Baruch:
Take off the garment of your sorrow and affliction, and put on forever the beauty of the glory from God. Put on the robe of the righteousness that comes from God; put on your head the diadem of the glory of the Everlasting; for God will show your splendor everywhere under heaven. For God will give you evermore the name, โRighteous Peace, Godly Glory.โ
The phrase โItโs always darkest just before the dawnโ is usually little more than a platitude, but in this case it makes sense. We have reason to hope, because help is on the way.









