I never had a moment I realized I was white for the simple reason that it was never a liability to be so. That people still have to put up with this crap is a sin.
PS. A memorial to Emmett Till, a 14 year old kid who was savagely murdered for being black in 1955 Mississippi, was riddled with bullets in October 2016. They fixed it–and a couple of days ago it was vandalized again by people who wish with all their hearts that they could slaughter that kid again–and everyone like him.
In Christ Jesus there is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, black nor white. Stop pretending that this filth is not a sin that is alive and kicking today.