Lost

Part of the fear of being pregnant again when you have medical complications and a prior history of loss is that you know how fragile new life truly is. The fear of having to go through yet another death can be overwhelming, especially when medical reasons make it a realistic possibility.

Even though I was very aware that it could happen, it was heartbreaking to see that tragically still form on the ultrasound screen Friday morning.

My fears have become reality;  we have lost our baby.