The Fascinations of Gnosticism, Part II

I hope you were able to hang with the personal history in Part I. It’s there because for me Gnosticism is not merely an academic historical puzzle, but instead highly relevant for current religious concerns. For example, the vision of an utterly different sort of Christianity allowed by the Nag Hammadi documents is a vision of a religion that could not only be compatible with the Craft, but also enrich it. I have played with such possibilities in my Goddess Murder novel, such play having been t … [Read more...]

The Fascinations of Gnosticism, Part I

As I recall, I first read about the existence of Gnosticism in about 1971 or 2, perhaps from R.M.Grant’s Gnosis and Early Christianity  (that may not be the exact title) or from Richard Cavendish’s The Black Arts. Both of them said enough about it to fire my curiosity. I very much liked the antinomian flavor of this alternative Christianity they described.At that time, I was interested in the Synoptic problem; I don’t remember why or how it first came to my attention. Alta wondered, during ou … [Read more...]

Four Pagan Poems

In a Barber's Chair[1]  "Before me and, I know, behindTunnels the mirrored mirror of myself.""At least, your self that reflectsOn where the edges of reflection meet.`I breathe the mountain air of numbers.'He's ascetic too; he'd seize every minuteTo look between the stars,Wants time diamond-cut, and pure as glass.""In a distant glass, I, illogical,Blackgnarled, a tree."I have mountainsides on every sideWhere one and one are a forestThat … [Read more...]

“Mary Has Chosen the Better Vocation. Do Not Take It Away from Her.”

One problem for a Catholic, even an ethnic Catholic like me, is that getting a Ph.D. tends to make you think you have the right to argue with the Pope, even if he doesn’t think so. Actually, one has a duty to argue with the Pope, because few laypeople have had enough theological training to even know what the conversation is actually about. When the Pope is wrong, it is a sin of omission not to tell him so.Recently Benedict XVI gave a public statement in which he said that pedophilia com … [Read more...]

Turning Point, Part III

[This is Part III of the first chapter of my autobiography. You do need to read the first two parts in order to follow the plot here.]From 1974 to 1976, I freelanced almost fulltime for Freeman. But then, in late 1976, when Gunder Hefta, my good friend from the poetry program at San Francisco State, who had become Managing Editor after John retired, decided to move on, the Germans sent Elaine (we have completed that loop), with orders to cut loose all those uppity editors with ridiculously … [Read more...]

Turning Point, Part II

[This continues the first chapter of my autobiography. If you have not read the first installment, posted yesterday, you do need to in order to follow the story here.]After I had graduated with my M.A. in Poetry from San Francisco State in June of 1968, I went to John Gildersleeve, then the Managing Editor at W. H. Freeman and Co., for whom I had done some freelance editing, and asked if he had an opening for me.“Ordinarily I wouldn’t,” he said, “but there is a possibility.”So, becaus … [Read more...]

Turning Point, Part I

[This is how my autobiography will begin. It took quite a while to realize that, rather than hiding the events of that, my own personal 9/11, that was the day I need to begin from. This is all very personal. I am taking inspiration from Star’s courage and honesty to tell the truth about myself. I don’t care whether it is what you want to hear.]On the evening of Saturday, September 11th, 1976, I was attending a meeting—at Lydia’s home in the Richmond district of San Francisco—of the local coun … [Read more...]

Aeolian Transformations II

4. LovesongI don't wonder some blamed you For coming to me when you shouldn't. We walked everywhere together, To hills, streams, holy places Where we talked alone among Spring choirs. But can any girl Stay long or far from the woman she loves?Soft girl I was all apart from, You came to my house again and sang To me; so I have come, and waited For you, woman wanderer like me, Beneath the laurels, and when you came, So quiet I hardly heard you, Sudden beauty of your moving … [Read more...]

AEolian Transformations

[I guess trying to put my almanac project on this blog wasn't a great idea. It actually just slows me down, since I have to construct it before I can put up a blog that's all ready to go. So I'll quit that. I haven't had any comments on it from anybody anyway, so perhaps it won't be missed.]One day in January 1966, it popped into my head that something useful might be done with the fragments of Sappho's poems. I was working at Stanford University Press at the time; so, although I did not … [Read more...]

A National Church for Witches: A Brief History of COG, Part II

A Pagan Almanac for August 12, 2012Lunar Cycle: Day 6 of the waning MoonRome: Feast of the Invincible HerculesAthens: Hekatombaion 26. The Panathenaea continuesPassed over on this day in 2010: Isaac BonewitsWilliam Blake wrote: The worship of God is: Honouring his gifts in other men, each according to his genius, and loving the greatest men best: those who envy or calumniate great men hate God; for there is no other … [Read more...]