It’s taken almost sixty years
but today as the wet grass
shines and the peaches soften
from the inside out, I stand with
nothing between me and life.
The dream I’ve carried like
a tent has come down.
It wasn’t a false dream, but a
plan I asked too much of. And
now it is complete. Not that I
arrived where I wanted or
achieved what I set out
to do. That is our illusion.
Come. Look. As the sun
evaporates rain into pure
growth, the dream, however
we personalize it, covers us
until we grow through it.
For the first time, I am
skinless in the air. No map
or design or secret goal. It feels
good and unpredictable. Good
and porous. Good as air
in the mouth of a turtle
shaking dirt from its eyes.