Longing for Baseball in the Deep Mid-Winter Hush

As I write this I am looking at a most beautiful view. Through four long casement windows fixed with opened blinds, I am watching fat snowflakes descend straight down with a pretty, almost stage-effected uniformity. The branches of the white maple tree are long and low and covered with white. They convey a sense of solitude, but not loneliness; the vertical branches look like prayerful arms raised in supplication. Everything is brown and white, with just a touch of green peeking through at the hedges, and it all reminds me of a Japanese print – almond trees in snow, bamboo in winter – there is that sense of peace, isolation, perfection. This is a snow that invites you to wrap a blanket about yourself and sit by the window with a good book and a cup of hot, sweet tea.

It is unspeakably gorgeous. It makes me feel lucky to be alive today, to see all of this beauty and to wonder at it and be touched by it. The heavens are telling the glory of God, and all creation is hushed with a shivery joy…

I love the quiet the snow brings. In the cities, four inches of snow can effectively sound-proof the bustle until the plows come. In the suburbs it is more than sound-proofing. It is as though God has put his finger to the lips of a quivering world and whispered, “ssshhhhhhhh….”

I love it. I could never live in a place without winter, even if it is a short season.

So, in the midst of all of this peacefulness, all this wonder…why is it I am longing for baseball?

As I extoll and enjoy this silence, I know I am already antsy to hear the crack of a bat, the whiff of a ball into a glove. In this crisp, cold air, I want to smell salty hotdogs and warm beer. I want to feel the sun on my face as a crowd alternately calls out derision or roars its approval. I want to hear the snap of banners blowing in the breeze, and an umpire calling out the count. I want to watch Derek Jeter round third and blow a bubble as he pours it on toward home. I want to watch a little kid with a big helmet and a bigger glove eat peanuts and throw the shells on the ground in perfect, allowed-to-be-messy contentment. I want to stand up in the 7th inning and sing “for it’s root, root, root for the hoooome team,” and duck when a foul ball flies into the stands 100 feet away from where I am sitting. I want to participate in a wave. I want to hold up my hand-painted signs with Buster and babble at the camera like happy baboons when it spots us.

I want to know that it’s that time of year. Time for sandals and ice tea. Time to walk into any place of business and hear a game being broadcast – it doesn’t matter what team, on the radio every game sounds the same. Talk, count, crack, whiff, cheer. It’s baseball! I hear the game and my stomach settles down and something like joy spreads deep. It’s baseball – the longest season of the year – the season that lasts and lasts and always leaves me feeling, when it’s finally over, as though it is gone too soon.

The snow is gorgeous. It is pristine and white and comforting and in our backyard there is nothing to spoil it or sludge it up.

But ohhhh…how I am ready to see some blue pinstripes on a background of white, with a big smear of dust all over the front – or the backside – which can only come from someone playing the game all-out.

The snow is lovely, it’s lovely!

Let’s play ball.

Chris Lynch is not a Yankees fan.

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  • Sigmund Carl and Alfred

    That is terrific writing! More please!

  • Bob Diethrich

    Madame: While I agree with your passion about the Great American Pastime, I cannot wonder how you can cheer for one of the greates forces of evil on the planet, the Corporate Pin-stripes and their utter sleaze-bag of an owner?

  • TheAnchoress

    I don’t root for Steinbrenner. I root for Joe Torre – a gentleman in a game that still has a few left – and Derek Jeter, mostly. THEN the team!

    But when Joe retires and Jeter puts down the bat, I’ll be a free agent! :-)

  • http://benningswritingpad.blogspot.com/ benning

    I’m a sorta-Phillies fan, Anchoress. After all the idiotic Labor stupidity of recent years, I find my interest in baseball waning each season.

    Here in the heart of Spring Training, the only players it’s fun to watch are the wanna-be Major Leaguers. They play like it’s the most fun in the entire world. Not like blase’ veterans.

    I’ll root for the Phils, and the Devil Rays, but not so terribly hard. It will take a lot to put the enjoyment of baseball back into me.

  • TheAnchoress

    We have a pretty nice little league field not far from here. I like to watch the kids who are about 16 play, even though I don’t know many of them. Good to watch – the parents are mostly absent, no one is screaming at their kids, the kids aren’t bored sitting in the outfield, and the hotdogs are pretty good! :-)

  • JMC

    Ah, a Yankee fan. (Hang the comment about the “corporate pinstripes.” Big flipping deal.) Dyed-in-the-wool fan myself, though they don’t broadcast Yankee games down here in SC, unless they’re playing a Southern team.
    Tell me, do they still play that song before and after every game…you know, “Here come the…YAN-kees….”