… I am amazed my efforts have lasted this long. So there’s that. As for the rest. Eh. I know what I have to do and it’s just a matter of getting motivated enough to do it. God, I hate exercise. Hell is a gym with wall to wall mirrors and hot yoga.
To get me off my ass, I wrote of list of some things my weight prevents me from enjoying. This will by my motivation.
1- sky diving
2- being confident enough to wear a bathing suit
4- go hiking with my son without wanting to lay down in the woods and die, just to end my suffering.
5- going shopping. Fat clothes are so depressingly ugly