Manic…

So this week is going to be crazy. I’m bout to go crazy. I think for the state of mind I’m in currently would best be described as manic…

Googled it to make sure I wasn’t misusing it…

man·ic/ˈmanik/

Adjective:

1. Showing wild and apparently deranged excitement and energy: “manic enthusiasm”.
2. Frenetically busy; frantic: “the pace is manic as we near our deadline”.

Synonyms:

Yup manic is the word I was looking for. This is sorta how I feel right now…

‘Cause sometimes you just feel tired,

Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength

And just pull that $&*! out of you and get that motivation to not give up

And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. – Eminem 

from a ministry perspective I don’t believe fully what I’m about to say… but I think that are times to be manic, to be focused in on work, to work hard now, and sleep later.

After this next week of working my ass off, I’ll sleep, but for now, i’m working.