MENTAL WINTER
Mental winter
Very cold
Thoughts are frozen
Seeming old.
Can’t get started
Can’t break free
Breaking ice
Is breaking me.
No warm feelings
No warm thoughts
Always fishing
Nothing caught.
Stuck in neutral
Stuck in place
Hardly moving
From this space.
Inspiration
Dead and gone
No new notions
Woebegone
When’s this ending
Did I go wrong
Always singing
The same old song?
I’m left wondering
What’s the point?
Why’s my brain
So out of joint?
Is this a season
That’s soon gone
Should I just wait
Or carry on?
—
The sun came up
And I arose,
Time to throw off,
Winter’s clothes.
BW3 10/25/20