#IfTheyGunnedMeDown, Who Do You Say that I Am?

#IfTheyGunnedMeDown, Who Do You Say that I Am? August 27, 2014

Year A — August 24 — Matthew 16:13-20 — Proper 16

Who do you say that I am?

A looter.

A criminal.

The falsely accused.

Who do you say that I am?

A rule breaker. 

A deranged man.

A demon.

Who do you say that I am?

A son.

A beloved.

A man.

Who do you say that I am?

Some say this.

Others say that.

But we don’t have all the facts.

Who do you say that I am?

The Crucified One.

The Lynched One.

The Executed One.

Who do you say that I am?

My brother.

The other. 

And no one I really know.

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Flickr Creative Commons by dignidadrebelde

Who do you say that I am?

One in a long line.

One among many.

One every 28 hours.

Who do you say that I am?

Anyone in hunger.

Anyone imprisoned.

Anyone crucified.

And who do you say that I am?

Today, you are Black bodies criminalized and crucified.

Today, you are religious minorities herded and exterminated.

Today, you are beaten, oppressed, and denied humanity.

Who then am I?

I am Pilate, washing my hands clean in the waters of privilege and respectability. 

I am the crucifier, who proclaims the revelation of God while complicit in atrocity. 

I am the crowd who was thrilled with Hosanna, but was disturbed by a “riot” in the Temple. 

I am the people who witnessed crucifixion and then forgot. 

And I am the people far removed, back in Galilee, who paid no mind when the world was being shaken by the cross and the crucified. 

I am the tiresome people who fell asleep and felt haunted by a nightmare.

But what sleeping eyes do not see is that the cross has never gone away, no matter how much we shut our eyes to it.

In today’s world, white supremacy lifts high the cross and hangs a black body from it.

In America, the crucifixion is resurrected. 

Every 28 hours. 

And I hear Jesus say to me: 

“Can you not stay awake with me? 

See, the hour is at hand — again! and again! 

My crucifiers are at hand.


This is a meditation I wrote after hearing this past Sunday’s lectionary text with new ears from listening to so many voices regarding the death of Michael Brown in Ferguson. All I knew in that moment was Jesus’ question, “Who do you say that I am?” sounded a whole lot like the hashtag #IfTheyGunnedMeDown.

I’ve linked to many of these voices — Wil Gafney, Broderick Greer, and Austin Channing among them — in the piece and, if you share this piece, I encourage you to follow those links and share those pieces on social media.

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  • Mark Sandlin

    Seriously powerful.
    Well done.

  • Erin Smallwood Wathen


  • I was similarly affected by this scripture and these situations of racial injustice and denial of privilege.

    Here’s what I tried to say. I think you did it far better than I.


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  • ATLmom

    Wow! The ending:
    “Can you not stay awake with me?
    See, the hour is at hand — again! and again!
    My crucifiers are at hand.”

    Incredibly powerful and awakening!

  • love love love

  • nnyl


  • GordonKS

    Great stuff David!

  • Benjamin Martin

    Ironic is the spectacle of the “crucified” being hung to atone for the “white guilt” of progressives. Meanwhile, in real America…


    • Eve Fisher

      Since if you do call 911, it’s not the sheriff (in any urban center) who will be sent out, it will be the police, a couple of questions: (1) What’s the Milwaukee police chief’s take on this? (2) Why is the Milwaukee County Sheriff dissing the Milwaukee police department? (3) How many people really think it’s a good idea to tell people NOT to call 911?
      (By the way, I’ve heard tape-recordings of children in a home calling 911 after a burglar broke in. The police showed up, got the burglar, and the children were unhurt.)

  • Poignant and deeply moving. I wish I had written it.

  • Guest

    You’re comparing the criminal Michael Brown to Jesus Christ? Seriously?
    But of course you are, that’s how you people roll, isn’t it..