“I am not worthy to be here”: death row inmate confirmed by bishop

From The Catholic Sentinel in Portland, Oregon:

One of Oregon’s most infamous prisoners Tuesday received the Sacrament of Confirmation from Archbishop Alexander Sample in a heavily-guarded private ceremony in the maximum security prison here.

Gary Haugen was convicted in November, 2011 of murdering a fellow inmate while serving a life sentence for the murder of his former girlfriend’s mother. Haugen has gained notoriety for dropping his appeals and asking to be executed. A second death row prisoner, Jason Van Brumwell, who was an accomplice with Haugen in the prison killing, wants to die too, arguing that pursuing appeals is pointless.

Haugen was sentenced to die for his second murder on December, 2011, but his execution was put on hold by Gov. John Kitzhaber, despite Haugen’s pleas to end his life.

The Democratic governor has halted all executions for the duration of his time in office.

Oregon State Penitentiary, or OSP, as the the high-walled, Belgian razor wire-topped prison fortress on the outskirts of the capital is known, houses 2,100 inmates, including nearly 300 behind bars for sex offender convictions.

Thirty-five men are confined to special housing-single occupancy cells on Death Row. The last execution here occurred in May, 1997.

On Tuesday afternoon, a shackled Haugen entered the small room followed by three other Catholic death row inmates plus guards. Haugen, who said his heart was pounding, went to the floor and lay face down before his chief shepherd, saying, “I am not worthy to be here.”

The prisoners — Haugen, Ricardo Serrano, Conan Hale and Jeff Tiner — were then closed in individual cages that included only a small opening. There were no chairs or pews, so Haugen stood through the entire Mass with a peaceful, gentle expression on his face.

Though only a few feet from the archbishop, a sturdy crosshatch of iron kept them apart. Death row inmates are forbidden to touch anyone, so it was unusual when the archbishop reached in to anoint the inmate’s head gently.

Haugen was baptized earlier this year. Tiner, who has written letters to the editor to support Catholic causes, is Haugen’s sponsor.

During his homily, Archbishop Sample told Haugen and the other men that Jesus experienced being a criminal. He reminded the men they are not alone.

“God died on that cross because he loves you,” the archbishop said.

Archbishop Sample explained the holy oil used for confirmation. It is infused with sweet-smelling balsam. He told Haugen that now, he is to be “the fragrance of Christ in this place.”

The inmates received Communion kneeling as the archbishop reached through the small opening.

“I have seen confirmations all spring and there was nothing like this one,” says Deacon Tom Gornick, who directs prison ministry in the archdiocese.

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