EXECUTION TODAY: Clemency Statement of & Lamentations on JAMES CODDINGTON

Clemency Statement of & Lamentations on JAMES CODDINGTON

CLEMENCY STATEMENT OF JAMES CODDINGTON

“The person that he welcomed into his home was not me…it was a shell of me…it was a drug addict…that didn’t deserve his friendship…and I’m very sorry that I took their dad…their grandpa.  I still today would do whatever I have to do to make it right to his family.  I said it at the time of my sentencing…if this ends today with my death sentence…ok.  I can’t say that it’s wrong.  All I can do is to show them every day that he didn’t die in vain.  I’ve tried to be the best person that I can be since the day that that happened…in every way.  I’ve had a couple of missteps…but other than that…I’m clean…I know God.  I’m not…I’m not a vicious murderer.  I don’t know how I can explain it any more than that every step that I take…I’m thankful for…and I watch it…I make sure that I don’t ever cross the line.  It’s so easy in here to get wrapped up in this world…and I choose not to.  I choose to try to help in any way that I can to keep the younger guys from coming in and making the mistakes that I made when I was young and first in here.  I had a lot of misconducts when I was in my teenage years.  In the last 25 years, I’ve had one infraction…and there’s a reason for it…I took a life…and it changed me…and it changed me in a way that I can’t explain…but it took a fire out of my stomach that I’d had my entire life and it made me calm.  I don’t know why he had to die to make that happen but he did it…he calmed me.  I can’t apologize enough for what I did and for someone to say that I don’t care and that I have no remorse…it’s the only thing that I have to say is not true…because I’ve never forgot how he was one of my friends…and he tried his best to help me…anytime I needed it…and for that he lost his life.  Everything my attorney has told y’all about me today is me.  If I deserve to live…it’s in y’all’s hands…if I don’t…it’s also in y’all’s hands.  That’s about all I can say.  I don’t know what else to say.”

LAMENTATIONS ON JAMES CODDINGTON

James Coddington was…

Abandoned.

Abused.

Poor.

Malnourished.

Filthy.

Beaten.

Kicked.

Thrown.

Traumatized.

Unsupervised.

Underdeveloped.

Ridiculed.

Belittled.

Condemned.

Addicted.

Mentally ill

An alcoholic.

…all before the age of 9 years old.

If you met a child who had gone through all these things…how would you respond?  Hopefully, any of us would do all that we could to help the child.  But the problem is that we didn’t help Coddington in his most crucial years…and like all problems that aren’t dealt with…things got worse…much worse.

As he got older, James Coddington turned to the only thing that he knew of that could slightly ease his pain…drugs.  There was no life for Coddington without drugs.  In fact, he knew of no other way to function.  He’d never been taught that there were other ways of dealing with mental illness.  The next high was the only thing that kept him going.  To say that Coddington was a mess would be an understatement.  But the problem is that we didn’t help Coddington in his most crucial years…and like all problems that aren’t dealt with…things got worse…much worse.

By the time he was in his twenties, James Coddington was largely still the person he was when he was 9…just in a bigger body.  Amid constant struggle, Coddington was befriended by a man named Albert Hale…who took him in and tried to help him.  Coddington seemed to respond for a while.  Then one day…while in the throes of a three-day crack binge…Coddington busted into the house demanding money for drugs.  When Hale refused, Coddington killed him.  Though he quickly became remorseful for what he did, Coddington was dehumanized by the court.  Nobody wanted to talk about the 9-year-old.  Everybody wanted to talk about the grown man.  The problem is that you can’t separate the two.  Of course, Coddington got the death penalty…even though various experts of the mitigating circumstances of his upbringing were not allowed to testify.  Now, the State of Oklahoma is trying to execute him.  Why can’t we see that the problem is that we didn’t help Coddington in his most crucial years…and like all problems that aren’t dealt with…things got worse…much worse?

These types of death penalty cases…involving horrific childhood abuse…are becoming more and more frequent.  Why can’t we admit that we failed the perpetrator just as much as the perpetrator failed the victim?  While it doesn’t mean that the perpetrator shouldn’t be punished, it does mean that we should have the compassion to look at our own failures as a society and consider them as mitigating evidence before we start going around killing folk.

We lament that Albert Hale was murdered.  We lament that Oklahoma is seeking to execute James Coddington.  We lament that we haven’t been able to abolish the death penalty yet.  We lament.

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Lamentations is a series of short reflections derived from a reoccurring conversation that takes place before every scheduled execution in the United States between prominent abolitionists Death Penalty Action Executive Director Abraham Bonowitz and Convener of Clergy United Against the Death Penalty The Rev. Dr. Jeff Hood.