In my erratic searching and desire to be further in my magickal journey ( gotta love that past addict behavior creeping up, Everything Now! Yes Right Now!.) Arriving at this article, I thought pump the breaks girlfriend! Your carrying around bricks of hurt, pain, abuse and trauma! You gotta cut that cord and call in the dump truck. First and foremost! When everything starts to whither and die. And its The Dark Mothers time it all comes back with a fury. I hit an emotional deep same time every year. Which is now. I realize this morning, ” It’s about damn time you paid attention So instead of stewing in your shit What you gonna do about it” Cyndi thank you! Im feeling honored and extremely grateful.