I wasn’t sure what song to choose for number 8 of the Major Arcana, Strength in most decks, until I was driving in my car today and the song below came on the radio.
The Strength card is also my soul and personality card according to numerology and tarot. A deep and abiding inner strength despite outer circumstances is very much characteristic of my life and person, but there are more lessons to this card than fortitude, patience, and compassion for self and others. There is a well of shadow to draw from to bring you to consciousness, and Strength is that part of you pulling on the rope, ready to face it.
Strength is what I called upon to face the truth of the imbalances I experienced in relationship for most of my life. I didn’t understand why I was empty all the time. The lemniscate present in the Strength card, when turned vertical, is an 8. The 8 reminded me of an hourglass and that hourglass was me at the top and others at the bottom, highlighting the lack of reciprocity I endured consistently. I would put all of myself into relationships while others gave nothing back.
So I learned the lessons of boundaries and balance, other Strength lessons that aren’t always touched upon. This new level of understanding rippled back through the old lessons of the card, the lessons of self-love and having the fortitude to say no to this dynamic.
Anyway, I chose the song “She Gathers Rain” by Collective Soul as the song that represents Strength to me. This time around I am including the lyrics here. What song would you pick for Strength?
Today she dresses
For the change she’s facing now
And the storm that’s raging
A safe haven she has found
She doesn’t care
What the prophets say anymore
For the love she had
She has no more
So she gathers rain
She gathers rain
To rinse away all her guilt and pain
She gathers rain
She gathers rain
To wash and cleanse and make
her whole again
Her imagination
Has started stretching wide
And her new conviction
No longer will she hide
She’s not branded
When prophets speak words of fire
The same love she gives
She requires
So she gathers rain
She gathers rain
To rinse away all her guilt and pain
She gathers rain
She gathers rain
To wash and cleanse and make
her whole again
(Image of strength from steampunk tarot)