Yes, I am this pathetic…

You know what that is?

Yeah, it’s a keychain. With a T on it. T for Terfel.

Yeah, it’s made from Welsh slate taken from some quarry near The Terfel’s home in Wales.

Yeah…I blush to say it is purchased from an official fan site.

Yeah…it is, at this moment, attached to my keyring.

Yeah…I’m that far gone.

But deep down you have always known, you must have always known, that I am this pathetic.

I’m kind of creeping myself out. I’m like some craven little deviate, a shrunken housebound type, a milquetoast too shy to ever actually do what other fans do – you know, buy a ticket and see a show and stand at the stage door, etc No, I’m more like buck-toothed little Renfield, scurrying about in the shadows in service of my seductively-voiced master…except that I’m not buck-toothed, I haven’t scurried in years and The Terfel is in all likelihood not a blood-sucking vampire. All the better for me, given the anemia…still…worrisome, it is.

Ah, well…one more artifact for my husband to toss onto my flaming Viking death pyre before he moves on! :-)

Hmmmm….there’s a mug, too….”Designed by Morgen Hall, the Cardiff based ceramics designer, the mug has been hand made by Parys Designs on Ynys Môn. The word “Terfeliaid” was hand written by Bryn and recreated on this unique limited edition item.”

I’ll be good. I’ll be strong. I’ll resist. I don’t need a teamug. I don’t. Need. Teamug…

Gah! Weakening…after all, I do love tea…

Related:
Bryn in a loincloth
My afternoon with Bryn
My eventual waking.
And this is why I love Bryn…