tithing used to oppress

I want to tell you a story of something that happened recently. It’s stories like these that keep me doing church the way I do, and why I pastor in my style. It was a small group setting. We were catching up with each other. A young woman started sharing how she was feeling tons of condemnation and judgment. She’d grown up under a legalistic style of Christianity, and in her adult years continued to do the same. She’d been taught that if anything was going wrong in her life, the first question she was asked was, “Are you tithing?” In fact, she was terrified to confess this to us because she was sure she was going to be punished and expelled from involvement in our church community. She was really struggling financially, even to the point of probably having to claim bankruptcy. She was basically confessing to us that they couldn’t tithe or give any offerings, and felt the judgment of God on her life because she’d been taught that she was robbing God and he is a just God who wouldn’t let her get away with it. She cried. We all listened patiently and sympathetically.

Finally, I said, “That sounds really harsh. That’s not right!” I stated that this idea of tithing is just the tip of the iceberg in her view of God, which is legal, harsh, vengeful, retributive, and frightening. I went on to explain that what God delights in is a cheerful giver, not one who gives out of fear of punishment or out of desire for reward or to appease her conscience. Very gently and lovingly, we gathered around her and affirmed that God isn’t retributive like that. God’s grace and love are total, and her freedom is complete. I said that it is good to give, but wait until you can do it spontaneously and cheerfully.

My experience as a pastor is that when people move from legalism to grace, love and freedom, it takes time. Sometimes years! If I have that kind of patience, my income being directly affected by peoples’ offerings, then I’m sure God has that kind of patience. Even more so! It was a memorable delight to watch her released from the oppressively heavy burdens right before our eyes! (The young woman gave me permission to tell this story.)

About David Hayward

David Hayward runs the blog nakedpastor as a graffiti artist on the walls of religion where he critiques religion… specifically Christianity and the church. He also runs the online community The Lasting Supper where people can help themselves discover, explore and live in spiritual freedom.

  • sandy

    interesting story dave

    how many other subtle “rules” do we accept as part of church tradition that bind us up in legalism? Dress codes musical styles mode of prayer- you have managed to crack these, in order to reach beyond.

  • Colin

    From one who was there.

    It is a humiliating, humbling, terrible realization that we have the potential to so wound and bind.

    I ‘had’ to watch Braveheart again, recently. This quote struck me, “Your heart is free, have the courage to follow it.”

  • http://davidhayward.ca David Hayward

    Yes Sandy and Colin. I think freedom is the hardest thing to achieve for ourselves and others.

  • Dave Kindred

    Thank you for sharing this. Thank you my teachers. Love Dave K.

  • Joni

    My teachers indeed!!!

  • http://desertson.wordpress.com charles

    It is ironic that I came by your site following a link from a vineyard that is heavily committed to “tithing” – and where I have done everything but fall down and beg for help understanding the matter but have only gotten the run around or reproof.


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