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I don’t think there is any person on Earth who sets out to be an alcoholic. No one wants to purposely harm their relationships and reputation. But, sometimes, we lose control, and we try and find a way to escape the pain in our lives. We suffer silently and cope alone, and we turn to the wrong things to fill the void. It can happen to anyone.
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As one who had a long battle with anxiety and depression, I can see where it’s easy to fall into this trap. To be honest with you, there was even a time when I had a nightly glass of wine. As a Christian in ministry, I know there are lots of different stances on this–and I respect that. But, I have found nothing in scripture that says having a glass of wine, or some other kind of strong drink, is inherently wrong. But, the Bible is clear about becoming drunk–it’s wrong and carries negative consequences with it. So, for a time, I enjoyed a glass of red wine at night and didn’t see anything wrong with it.
But, then I noticed something about myself. When I’d had an especially stressful day or was frustrated with the kids, I would so look forward to my glass of wine at the end of the day. I’d even mentally tell myself that I’d earned it.
So, we’d put the kids to bed, and I would have a glass. But, then, I would have just one more. Over a few months, it became two glasses a night. But, as one who had never really been a “drinker,” I’d stop at two, so I told myself that it was okay.
Deep in my heart, I knew it wasn’t. I knew I was wanting those two glasses of wine way too much. It had become a habit–one that I never thought I’d have or need. And yet, there I was. Nearly. Every. Night.
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