Another LGBT suicide. Moms & Dads, hug your kids, love them well, be there for them. They need you!

Another LGBT suicide. Moms & Dads, hug your kids, love them well, be there for them. They need you! April 22, 2015


My heart is heavy. I cannot help thinking of our kids—all of our kids. Another suicide, another life lost. Blake Brockington, a transgender homecoming king – recently took his life. What a horror. And you remember Leelah Alcorn. Tragic. And so many others.

Several years back, as my kids were finishing high school, one of their classmates killed herself. Her mother found her hanging in the closet. Can you imagine?

The mother was hospitalized with a nervous breakdown. My heart ached for her. All I could picture was walking in and finding my own precious child, hanging. For weeks afterward, that horrifying image haunted me. I don’t know how I would ever recover.

help2You want to know what’s really frightening here? One of our children did have suicidal thoughts. They had despaired, had felt like they were at the end of the road. They were carrying secrets alone. Our kids are carrying secrets we don’t even know about… (that’s what makes them secrets…). Bullying, threats, being ostracized for defending someone who’s being hurt, for being different — we really have no idea.

Those are just the “regular” troubles.

But suicidal thoughts are alarmingly common among people who are LGBTQ – especially youth, especially those who have experienced rejection from home. Usually, we don’t know until it’s too late. And then it’s, well, too late.

Fortunately, extremely, endlessly, fortunately, our child did not act on it. From the endless bottom of my heart, I will always be grateful. When I see them smile, when I see the impact they have on others, when we laugh and cry and share life together — I will be grateful. I will never stop thanking God for my infinitely amazing kids who are in their lives doing their thing.

States are passing laws that result in legal discrimination against gays. (Here’s a “Letter to Christians in Indiana, from Jesus”  and here’s a word for Indiana Governor Mike Pence.)

One of the moms in my Facebook group expressed concern for kids in Indiana. Might they give up hope because change seems so out of reach? We who support them keep saying, “It will get better”—and we know it will. But how difficult is it for a youth to have a clear grasp on the future? How hard is it for a teen to wait something out? Especially when they are thrown out of their homes, their churches, their communities — like the girl I know who told her youth group she was gay, and then was removed from the worship team. What teen has the wherewithal to hang in there when their own family turns against them?

The stakes are higher than we can possibly imagine.

Moms and Dads, there is so much riding on how we treat, love, accept and affirm all our children – especially our gay children. We have more of an impact on our kids than we can ever possibly imagine.

Parents, please. Hang in there for your kids. Hang on to your kids. I don’t mean in a smothery way—I mean hang on to your love for them. Hold them. Kiss their heads. Ruffle their hair. Even if they’re twenty-five or forty-five. 🙂 And tell them how much you love them. And mean it.

Whatever comes up. Stand with them, stand for them.

Please. Don’t require them to meet your expectations. It is SO much more important that you just be there for them. It’s the very least, and very most, any parent can do. If you are going to err, err on the side of love. Always.

I’m a much wiser mom now that my kids are all grown. I could list you the mistakes I made. But what Rob and I did learn to do right was to let them be who they are. Whatever differences we have had—teenage moodiness or messy room, even—nothing, NOTHING, would be worth jeopardizing our kids’ lives.

I will take them any way they come. I just want for them a long and happy life. I want them to love and be loved – for who they are.

If you have troubles or heartaches or issues as a parent, please, email me. Rob and I both are at or you can contact us here.

We will help you love them when you feel like you no longer have it in you.

God bless all our kids and keep them safe. And let us love them the way God loves them: unconditionally.

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