The Heart That God Gave Me Has Matured Through My Time at School of Discipleship

The Heart That God Gave Me Has Matured Through My Time at School of Discipleship February 26, 2018

I have the privilege to be part of the team at Gospel for Asia that teaches School of Discipleship (SD) students how to share their faith. But it seems like it was just a little while ago that I was a student in the program going through those classes for the first time.

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A Gospel for Asia School of Disciple student shares the Gospel at the Texas State Fair.

When I was a School of Discipleship student I remember waking up each day and praying, “God, today I will interact with so many people that you love and sent your Son to save. Please use me to pour out your blessings on them. Please fill me with the blessings you want them to receive today and I will give them. Help me to love them well for your Name’s sake.”

The habit of thinking about my day and the people that God wants to bless through me started back then, and it has drastically changed the way I go through my average day. Now, my life is much more about how I can bless others than it was before.

When I read that God’s love had been poured out into my heart (see Romans 5), and that I was created for good works that glorify God (see Ephesians 2), it made a lasting impression on me. I suddenly became aware that my life is meant to be an outpouring of God’s love on everyone around me.

Is God, out of His loving heart, kind? Then I will be kind also. Is He just? Then I will be just also. Is He honest? Then I will be honest also. Is He holy? Then I will be holy also. Does He reach out His hand to lift up the broken? Then I will reach mine out as well. Does He love those who don’t love Him back? Then I will love them as well. Does He leave heaven to invite the sinner into His life? Then I will leave my home to do the same.

This heart that God put in me has matured through my time at SD.

The highest blessing that I can give, the most loving thing that I can do for a person, is to provide them an opportunity to be transformed by the love of Christ. That is the heart of Gospel for Asia’s ministry. We want to see communities transformed by the love of Christ. This is our deep longing. Could we ever keep ourselves from pouring out the love of Christ into the community around us? We love them too much to hold it back. The love of Christ compels us!

It is such a great thing to see the young people, whom the Lord’s lends to us as students in SD, receive that same heart. I love to see the transformation that God’s love brings them through.

Many times at the start of their year, they tell me, “I do not love people like God does. I know that God wants to love them through me, but I don’t feel it. How do I learn to live this way—out of God’s love?” Praise God for their honesty… for God can do much with the willing heart. He can change the whole world with one broken and contrite heart.

By the end of the course many of those same students have forgotten their early struggle to feel God’s love and are courageously sharing about God’s love. They are even organizing groups to go out and share. One SD graduate commented on how she became confident in sharing the Good News of Christ with others because of the program.

“It has really opened my eyes in knowing that none of us are promised tomorrow,” she said, “and we are responsible for being Christlike and sharing our faith with our actions, speech and our lives.”

But how did it happen?

They prayed and then stepped out in faith to do what they knew to be the will of God, and they found God faithful! Praise God for His faithfulness. The Lord knows that it hasn’t been through any clever teaching from me or our team. But it was as if, when they prayed, He reached out from Heaven, touched them and said, “According to your faith let it be to you.” And they were healed of their hard hearts; He is glorified through their testimonies as they share with the stranger or family member about this forgiving, life-giving, loving God.

Watch one of our graduates share about how his time in SD equipped him to share the love of Christ in his everyday life:

It is such a great thing to see the Lord’s young people that He lends to us as students receive that same heart. I love to see the transformation that God’s love brings them through.

Comment below if you’d like to share how you struggled to courageously share God’s love or how the Lord helped you overcome your fear. You can even leave a prayer for the School of Discipleship students as they grow in this area of their lives. Thank you!


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