I’ve been here for a long time
I couldn’t say how long
Time means little to me
Beyond the story it writes in my rings
Throughout my long life
I’ve watched so many of you come and go
But I still don’t understand you
When I was much younger
I watched the red boys wrestling
Chasing each other all around me
Some used me to stop their arrows as they honed their skills
They seemed so free, like the deer who seek my shade
And the raccoon and squirrel who call me home
Then I watched all that change
As time passed slowly and I continued to grow
I watched the white skinned people come
I saw them fight with the red skins
The red boys came around much less
The white boys climbed me
And they carved things into my skin with knives
Other white skins started to cut down many of my kind
The sun began to bake the bare earth
And then they turned the earth and planted seeds
I survived their axes to watch them grow their crops
I watched the white and red people fight beneath my branches
I saw that no matter what color their skins were, they were all red on the inside
I saw so much of that red from their insides spill out onto the earth
It seeped into the soil and my roots drank it in
Forever a part of me
Later, when the red skins were all gone from here
I began to see the black skinned people come
They were led here by the white skins
They were shackled with chains and forced to work the soil the white skins had turned
I heard the sad songs that the black skinned people sang as they worked from light to dark.
Still later, I saw the black skins lose their shackles
But still they worked the land like oxen
Still they sang their sad songs
Then I saw some black skins trying to change their lives
I watched them struggle to live free as the white skins lived
I saw the white skins get scared and angry
I saw them place hoods on their heads
And one day, they brought a battered black skin to me
They put a rope around his neck
They tied that rope to me and dropped the black skin
To let him hang pendant and lifeless from my branches
As I’ve grown old I’ve seen many more of you move in
The farm fields have been replaced by many structures
Now you move very fast in large machines and take little notice of me
Now I see every shade of skin living in large shelters
You no longer fight violently under my branches as you once did
But I still sense great tension between you all
Soon, I will fall and become one with the soil I once watched you turn
With my advancing age, I don’t feel I’ve ever come to know you
I do not understand your kind
I can not comprehend why you treat each other so
I am but a tree
Perhaps it is not for me to know
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