We’re Made of Love—Uniquely So

We’re Made of Love—Uniquely So May 28, 2016

Conventional society is organized around the apparent solidity of our “egoic self”—how we have to show up in “polite” society in order to get the things we want and eventually make our way into normal adulthood. But with the growth of spiritual insight, our immature egotism gradually dissolves. We awaken to the fact that our supposed separate identity and our choice of our particular role in society is a mere construct, although it can be a very serviceable tool. We recognize that our stance of “ontological” separateness was just a convenient belief that we can now release. We in fact realize that we are all made of love—and that there is no separate self. This perception of our true spiritual identity might be called “True Self” as opposed to our egoic identity. But there is an additional and a rather profound step beyond this stage—which I like to call “uniqueness beyond ego.”

unique self beyond egoGetting beyond ego is the general goal of the nondual enlightenment practices of the East. But this is far from the end of the story, according to the “Unique Self” theories like those found in the writings of philosopher Marc Gafni and also in the Urantia Revelation, both of which teach that each person is in reality an existentially unique person—an incredibly precious being in God’s eyes, and unique in eternity.

The first step, then, is our full recognition of the insubstantiality of the egoic self; it’s just a set of choices that makes us functional and sociable. It doesn’t have to become an all-consuming belief system. This realization makes possible a second awakening: the dawn of a unique selfhood beyond the egoic belief in a separate self. In this higher phase of living, we recognize that we each have singular position in the cosmos as a discretely aware individual, and we are able to engage with realities that far transcend the identifications of the conventional self. We now see that we are are all identical fragments of Spirit, so to speak, but we also know that each of us also has a unique perspective on the evolving cosmos and a unique mission in the world that goes far beyond our earlier belief in our limitations. We are all one, but we are also all incredibly diverse as individual children of the Creator.

Seen in this way, the goal of our spiritual practice is uniqueness beyond ego. For most of us, discovering our Unique Self in this way is a development of late adulthood, if it is ever achieved. It can require a lifetime of psycho-spiritual practice and life experience to see through one’s egoic personality and awaken to our True Self—which paradoxically shows up in each of us in essentially different ways as our Unique Self.

Ego pathology is the greatest obstacle to discovering this intrinsic uniqueness. The danger of youth (and otherwise normal adults) is not so much that they sense themselves as separate from their parents, society, or community, but that they fall into a “false separate self.” This can lead to the perception of a false uniqueness as well! These cases are the unhealthy manifestations of an insecure, traumatized, or distorted ego that, for example, harbors neurotic beliefs about being “not enough” or “unlovable.” But if the ego finds a path to becoming balanced and functional—in an environment of loving relationships with parents, siblings, and friends—it will naturally evolve to more advanced structures of awareness. It will become increasingly able to manage the complex features of everyday reality, interacting with them with knowledge, skill, and wisdom.

The upshot is that we maintain and improve these adult ego structures all the way up to the highest stages of our personal growth; we never leave our healthy ego behind, as Carl Jung made clear in his theory of individuation. But we don’t believe in our ego in the sense of egotism. We simply “transcend and include” previous ego states as we go.

We should always endeavor to improve the functionality of our ego structures throughout adult life. But if we are growing spiritually, we move beyond ego’s exclusive attachments to self, family, profession, community, race, gender, religion, and nation. The mature ego operates with increasing competence in all of these realms, but it is also increasingly free of limiting identifications with any of them. Far from being merely ego-centered, we now become world-centric; eventually we become universe-centric; and ultimately we emerge as God-centered. As we become free of partial identifications, we no longer block our intrinsic awareness of the limitless and unqualified consciousness that dwells within. Some degree of God consciousness now abides within us as the ever-present background of our healthy ego awareness, and our awareness of uniqueness beyond ego. We abide in true-self-awareness, now free of limiting self-concepts! This is when our uniqueness can really show up.

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