motivation …

… or lack there of.

I have so much to do in the next few weeks and I lack all the proper motivation to get it done. I also do not like how “things” have all sort of landed in my lap, sucking the joy out of me right now. I haven’t had a day off in close to two months and I am still trying to figure out how I have already spent $700 on my trip and I haven’t even left yet! I also love how I have three weeks of paid leave yet I won’t be able to use it while I travel next month… something about working 10 weeks in order to earn one day of paid leave. I still think that is totally illegal, but whatever. I am beyond caring at this point. Yeah, yeah… I guess I should just be thankful I have a job. Two in fact.

Ooo Ooo … and I am SO sick of dating. I don’t even know what the hell last night was. I didn’t get any sleep either because I dreamed I was being chased by some mutant Velociraptor Raccoon cross breed. I am pretty sure the beast was rabid and it tried to run me over in my grandmother’s old Buick. Did I ever mention my irrational fear of dinosaurs, especially the animatronic ones. Then at lunch today, I had the strangest conversation with a Jewish man from New York. He was a Socialist. It was all I could do to not have a cerebral hemorrhage or infarct right there at the table.

And let us not forget; I have to take the TEAS test before I leave on vacation. So I am trying to coordinate the trip and study for this huge comprehensive entrance test…

…all this only to come home this evening and realize I drank my last Shiner 101 two nights ago. Thank God Lent is almost over.

I am shamelessly accepting your pity in the form of donations…