I ducked in and out of churches all over Europe last month — up the Danube and down the Rhine — hoping to get some nice photos of the biblical Jesus in action: Jesus turning water into wine at the wedding in Cana. Jesus preparing a breakfast of fish for his disciples on the shores of the Sea of Tiberius. Jesus welcoming the little children to his side. Jesus calling Lazarus back to life.

Stained glass windows, marble sculptures, paintings, murals, wood carvings — I knew that the churches of Europe would be replete with wonderful old art objects, and I planned to take in as many as I could in the three weeks my husband and I were to spend on a river trip across Europe.
I would take lots of pictures. Photos of Jesus in action would come in handy for future blog posts.
Looking for Jesus
And so, diligently I searched the insides and the outsides of churches from Budapest to Amsterdam. Romanesque, gothic, baroque, neo-classical. The strap of my trusty point-and-shoot slung over my shoulder.
And yes, I did see Jesus. I saw lots of him. Trouble is, the Jesus I saw in all those old European churches was almost always . . . dead. Or dying. Or staggering under the weight of a cross.
Of course, there were also lots of Baby Jesuses. Unblemished and adorable, but often (it seemed to me) no more than a stage prop highlighting the sanctity of his much-revered mother, Mary.

God Suffers With Us
These were old churches, mind you, centuries old. And those two visions of Jesus — the suffering Jesus, the babe-in-arms Jesus — must have meant a lot to pre-modern Europeans who endured wars and plagues that went on for decades and took out large swaths of the population.
Those people suffered. Maybe the image of a suffering Son of God was a comfort somehow: We suffer. God suffers with us. That makes sense.
The crucifixion has a central place in the Christian story, of course. No doubt about that. But still, without images of Jesus the healer, the teacher, the loving son of God to fill out that story, the sight of all those bloody, dying figures is a downer.
It’s also guilt-provoking if you ever had a Sunday school teacher who wanted you to believe that Jesus died for our sins — and that it’s our very sinfulness that put Jesus up there on the cross.

Dying Churches
European Christianity is in a slow decline. The proportion of Europeans who are Christian dropped from 95% in 1910 to 76% in 2010, according to a 2011 Pew Research Center report. In 2010, the proportion of Europeans who checked the box “None” when asked to name their religious affiliation was 19%.
No doubt that number is growing fast if it’s following the trend in the U.S., where the proportion of Nones jumped from 16% in 2007 to 23% in 2014.
I wonder. Do some Europeans check that None box because the Jesus they see in churches everywhere is so often a dead man on a cross — and so rarely the loving Jesus bringing life and hope and good news to humanity?
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