“With the discriminating intellect, lift yourself above worldly matters. Do not immerse yourself in them. For you alone are your friend, and you alone are your enemy.”
uddhared ātmanātmānaṁ nātmānam avasādayet
ātmaiva hyātmano bandhur ātmaiva ripur ātmanaḥ (B.G. 6.5)
The Corruption of Innocence
In ancient India, there lived a young man named Ahimsaka, meaning “the harmless one.” Born into a noble family, Ahimsaka was a bright, intelligent, and kind-hearted child. His parents adored him, and he was loved by the teachers at the royal academy. However, fate would play a cruel trick on this promising soul.
As Ahimsaka grew older, his exceptional talents began to spark jealousy in the heart of his teacher. Fearing that Ahimsaka’s brilliance might surpass him, the teacher devised a sinister plan. He poisoned the minds of the king and the court against Ahimsaka, labeling him as dangerous and ambitious.
Falsely accused and cast out by society, Ahimsaka’s heart turned bitter. Betrayed by those he trusted, he wandered alone in the forest, his mind overwhelmed by rage and a sense of injustice. He began to believe that the world was cruel, that kindness was weakness, and that survival belonged to the strongest.
The Emergence of Angulimala
In his despair, Ahimsaka transformed into Angulimala—the garland of fingers. He believed that if the world rejected him as good, he would live as its most feared villain. He made a terrible vow: he would kill 1,000 people, stringing a finger from each victim into a garland worn around his neck as a symbol of his triumph over fate.
Living as a feared bandit, Angulimala terrorized travelers who passed through the dense forest. His reputation grew—everyone feared the man who killed without mercy. Yet, in his heart, a strange emptiness began to form. Each new kill brought less satisfaction. No garland of fingers could silence the voice deep within him that whispered of his lost innocence.
The Encounter with the Sage
One day, while roaming the forest in search of his next victim, Angulimala spotted a serene figure walking down the forest path—a wandering sage dressed in humble robes. Intrigued and eager to make this strange traveler his next victim, Angulimala approached him with menace in his eyes.
But the sage, who was none other than the Buddha, did not flinch. He continued walking calmly, radiating peace. Angulimala yelled, “Stop! Don’t you know who I am?”
The Buddha stopped and smiled gently. “I have already stopped, Angulimala. When will you stop?”
Angulimala, confused and angry, shouted back, “What do you mean? You’re walking, and yet you say you’ve stopped?”
The Buddha’s gaze was soft yet firm. “I have stopped committing harm. I have stopped living in delusion. I have stopped my mind from running wild. But you—how long will you continue on this path of destruction? When will you stop?”
Something in the Buddha’s words pierced Angulimala’s heart. His mind, which had been clouded by anger for so long, suddenly cleared for a moment. He felt the weight of all the lives he had taken, the suffering he had caused, and the lies he had told himself. He fell to his knees before the Buddha, overcome with sorrow.
The Transformation of Angulimala
In that moment of clarity, Angulimala realized that the path of violence and hatred had never truly been his path. It had been forced upon him by circumstances, but it was not who he really was. The Buddha’s words ignited a flame of wisdom (jnana) within him: life is not defined by the mistakes of the past but by the choices we make in the present.
Overwhelmed by remorse, Angulimala cast away his weapons and garland of fingers. He begged the Buddha to show him how to live a life of peace and redemption.
Living a New Life
Angulimala became a monk, dedicating himself to the path of non-violence and inner purification. At first, the people he had terrorized were skeptical of his transformation. They would throw stones at him, curse him, and drive him away from their villages. But Angulimala accepted this without resentment, understanding that he needed to atone for his past deeds.
Over time, as he continued practicing patience and compassion, people began to see that Angulimala was no longer the man they had feared. The garland of fingers that had once symbolized death was replaced by a garland of virtues—compassion, forgiveness, and wisdom.
The Spiritual Message
You alone are your friend, and you alone are your enemy. You alone were the creator of your previous world. You alone shall create your new world too. So, get up and write your future with your own enterprise.
The lesson is that man is the master of infinite possibilities, if only he could truly know himself.