Despite her misgivings, she went ahead with the challenge . . . and had a deep, convicting realization at the next support group meeting.
Anika realized that talking negatively about the experiences with her son had not actually been as healthy or as helpful as she originally thought. Instead, she had been feeling . . . pleasure. She hadn’t been bringing forward these stories to get sober-minded advice and prayer as much as for the pleasure of saying, “You would not believe what happened yesterday!”
She had been using that time with her friends to express her own anger and stoke the fire of discontent, and—if she was truly honest with herself—a deep worry that things would never change.
When we’re angry, we think it is healthy to vent or “let out a little steam” from the kettle so it doesn’t explode, right?
Wrong. Neuroscientists have found the truth is the opposite. When we “vent” in that way, we are actually activating an interconnected anger system in the brain. We’re actually turning up the heat!
Sisters, ironically, when we “vent,” it isn’t the bad feelings that are leaving us. It is our joy.
Anika realized she did indeed need to share about certain difficulties with her son. But when she reported it neutrally, as if she were sharing a news article, she eliminated the angry pleasure she had been feeling. She found herself genuinely seeking advice and also feeling less angry toward her son. A surprising, sweet joy began filling her heart. She really did love her son. And for the first time in a long time, she felt hopeful that things could change for the better.
* Excerpts taken from Shaunti’s newest book, Find Joy: A Devotional Journey to Unshakable Wonder in an Uncertain World from iDisciple Publishing
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