Fog finds often finds us when the times are idle. I’ve known such times. Wetness drowns my soul. Darkness covers my spirit. Fear is all that I know. Even in the midst of such, I chose to walk. I chose to feel my way along. I chose to push through the suffocation. I chose…to open the door. I never looked back…although there was really nothing to look back to.
Carpet gathers sediment unlike any other domestic surface. It is almost like there is an archive beneath our feet. Daily we leave donations to step on tomorrow. I knew there was something more with me…something that I couldn’t explain. “God help me.” I’d been praying such words for many days now. I was unsure if anyone heard me. I just knew the fog. God is often like that. I’ve never understood such a God…such a God has never understood me.
You have to pull with all of your might to get the damn thing open. I planned it like that. I wanted to make it heavy enough to keep the kids from getting in. I underestimated their strength. With a thud, my office was open. Though the fog was thick, I dropped to my knees. I immediately regretted it. Cold wetness shot up my legs and into my heart. I shot up before feeling the need to ease back down. Prayer found me. I sure as hell didn’t find it.
Before I could think, I was there. The fog lifted. God was there. Four manifestations of God became apparent. When they spoke, I knew exactly who they were. The fog lifted further. Billions and billions of manifestations were behind them. The fog was gone. I could see clearer than ever before.
Then, shots rang out. Nothing was clear. The sting of death shot up my spine. I was taken back to that night. Those moments that changed everything forever. Worship died. I will never forget. Dallas and Pittsburgh are the same.
The Creator loves creation.
The Auara longs to hear.
The Instigator pushes us further.
The Detonator ignites our being.
Quadritarianism is the revealation God. Quadritarianism is the revelation of the Tree of Life. Creator in the midst of the horror. Auara in the midst of the cries. Instigator in the midst of the fear. Detonator in the midst of the stagnation. God was there. God is there. God is with us.
God is one.
For God is Creator, Aura, Instigator & Detonator…now and forevermore…
Genesis 1:1
John 1:1
Acts 2
1 Corinthians 13
World without end.
Amen.
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