Tiny Revelations in Magical Practice

Tiny Revelations in Magical Practice March 11, 2018

Sometimes the things that impact us the most over time aren’t earth-shaking. I spent some time journaling over the weekend, and I got to thinking about those tiny revelations that have hit out of nowhere and helped me to see my practice in a different light. Here are three:

 The incense is not for you.

Sometimes—a lot of the time, actually—the incense isn’t there for your pleasure. Sure, we all like it when things smell good, but this is witchcraft. This is magic. For a lot of us, this is devotional practice to something bigger than ourselves. We’re burning the incense because it does something. Magically speaking, certain herbs and resins have certain properties that impact the world and aid your intent. The gods and spirits have their own preferences, and if we’re trying to make contact with them, we burn what they’re into.

I’ve been in several situations where I’ve watched someone have this realization, but my favorite by far occurred in my own coven. I was talking to one of our outer court members, and she was preparing a devotional ritual to Herne. She had found an incense recipe she wanted to try for the occasion and was assembling the ingredients. It called for juniper berries, but, “I don’t like the way they smell, so I’m going to add frankincense or something instead.”

I looked at her.

“What?” She said. And then, uncomfortably, “What?

“How does Herne feel about juniper berries?”

And suddenly it hit her.

I can’t personally speak to whether or not Herne likes juniper berries (Scott Cunningham thought so, anyway), but I do know that when I buy wine for my mother, I buy her a sweet white zinfandel or a riesling, even though I would rather have a nice dry cabernet. It’s not for me, so I think about what she would like.

So if I’m making incense for a spirit, my own preferences take a backseat. If I’m making incense for a spell, again, my preferences take a back seat.

 

Fake it ‘til you make it is a 100% legit strategy.

While I was at PantheaCon, I went to workshops by Devin Hunter and Storm Faerywolf (who are both brilliant, btw, go read them). Each led us through meditative exercises, which were, in many ways, very typical. We breathed mindfully, moved our awareness to our bodies and beyond, listened to a soothing voice, and visualized things as instructed. But one tiny thing was different, and it had a huge impact: we were also instructed to imagine, in the event that we couldn’t do what was instructed.

So instead of “Feel the weight of the energy in your hands,” we got “Feel the weight, or imagine what the weight would feel like.”

It’s a tiny difference of wording, but it has a big impact.

I used to really struggle with guided meditation, ritual, and basically anything that involved extra-sensory skill. I used to think maybe I was just broken. Other people got to have magical experiences and talk about feeling and sensing stuff that clearly wasn’t there, and I was just a brick wall. “Oh, you can just help other people ground afterwards,” someone said to me once when I shared this.

That’s a pretty disappointing takeaway for a teenager attending her first rituals.

One of the reasons I became a scholar and worked so hard to be well-read was because I figured that was really the only thing I was actually good at. I assumed I just wasn’t very magical, and if I wanted to have any kind of expertise as a witch, it would need to be book-based.

If I had been encouraged to imagine, to play, and to pretend from the get-go, I would have figured out what a load of crap all that was a lot sooner.

Being told that it’s okay to imagine what something would feel like would have both validated my own experience, and encouraged me to keep trying. it also would have allowed me to get something tangible out of all those guided meditations and rituals instead of just sitting there thinking, “Shit. It’s not working. Again.”

Some people can do things straight out of the gate, and that’s awesome. But for plenty of us, those skills have to be learned. One of the ways that people learn anything is by incorporating it into play (just watch the games that little kids come up with as they grow up). If an activity is low-pressure and those around us are encouraging, we’re more likely to try it, work at it, and get something out of the experience. Eventually, our “imaginings” become real. Maybe they always were.

 

Your book of shadows is mostly for you, not future witches.

That’s funny coming from a traditional Wiccan with a shared Book of Shadows, but the truth is that all that copying, journaling, illustrating, and editing is overwhelmingly for your own benefit. Other witches have their own, or can get a lot of the same material from books, the Internet, or just from people with better handwriting.

I’m obsessed with books and history, so I can absolutely appreciate the impact that journals and similar documents can have. I used to think of it as a personal obligation to keep intense records so that some future witch grad student might luck into my stash after I’m dead and have something brilliant to say about it. I also love the idea of passing a book down to children or initiates someday. A lot of us are into that idea (so was my grandma when she was busy taking notes and sticking pictures in the family Bible…oh well). Maybe all of that could happen, but the truth is that all that journaling and record keeping is most beneficial to us.

Copying helps us to remember things and ensures that we actually read the material we have (many questions in traditional Wiccan spaces, for example, could be answered if we would all just read the fucking BOS, as my friends in the New Wiccan Church are fond of saying). Illustrating and adding photos and otherwise beautifying our books helps us to personalize the material, creating a sense of ownership. And magical record keeping and journaling helps us both to get to know ourselves (magical practice is a heck of a lot harder if you’re not particularly self-aware) as well as to see how much we’ve grown over time.

My books of shadows go back to age fourteen, and they’re a shit show, let me tell you. My witch life has been messy, and a lot of it’s embarrassing. But they’re my most precious possessions. Maybe someday someone will read them, or maybe they’ll end up forgotten in someone’s garage somewhere. But that part doesn’t matter as much to me as it used to. The act of making them and reading them myself is what’s proved to be important over the years.

"I like this article. Nobody should feel forced to believe in anything that makes them ..."

Encountering Gods, Forcing Belief
"As someone who has worked in multiple traditions over the decades, one thing I look ..."

Going Within, Going Without: Exploring Multiple ..."
""...what I’m finding is that in Craft, regardless of our religious persuasions or dealings in ..."

Going Within, Going Without: Exploring Multiple ..."
"Oh, I'M on Instagram. Try saying I'm not a real witch to my face LOL ..."

Screw Your Aesthetic

Browse Our Archives

Follow Us!


TRENDING AT PATHEOS Pagan
What Are Your Thoughts?leave a comment