A Blank Catholic Writers Unfocused Mind

A Blank Catholic Writers Unfocused Mind February 17, 2022

I was originally going to write an intro for a blog post of piffy nifty Twitter quotes, but it turned in to this. Often I write things spontaneously out of the blue when I finally do write something. That is the overall scope of this article, Writing.

I think I wrote more blog articles in 2021 then I am so far in 2022. I even wrote more in 2020. Or at least I think I wrote more in-depth type articles. In 2019 I didn’t write that much at all. As a writer I wish to continue to produce interesting quality content.  A writer must keep on writing.

But my mind feels blank with no motivational energy to read, research, and reflect on material worthy enough of a blog post.

It seems I’m not alone in this. This might be me, but regardless I can relate on some level.

Recently, things have just been crazy, I still conceptualize and nurture stuffs in my mind, but outputting these stuffs have virtually been impossible. And this is a very big problem for me, as my mind is constantly in a state of disorganization. If my mind was actually visible, it will look like a work-table where everything is messed up, and nothing is sort out. Or a one of those highly networked fiber-optic layer of multi-crossed cables, which are just spun into one another, and cannot be separated from each other. Simply put my mind is a mess, because my body is lazy. or should I say “The spirit is Willing, but the body is weak”. I actually wish there was a technology that I could just hook myself to, and it would just bring up everything in my mind, in a orderly manner that will be easily understandable.Greatest Joswil: What makes me “ME”: An Empty Head, And An Empty Mind.

When I conjure up some energy, I can usually pull something together. But lately it has been organized, edited and I hope neatly put together lists of things. It might be a list of upcoming movies, books to read, historical events or the thoughts of one particular person, and sometimes many different people. I assemble others thoughts quite nicely, but have trouble coming up with nifty thoughts of my own. But sometimes I do, as this post I think exemplifies.

I also want to write fiction and would again if I could get beyond the initial idea of something. I might come up with characters or situations or maybe a plot, but never a structured whole of something. If I thought I would be serious about writing I would sign up for Masterclass for knowledge and motivation to actually do it. I would resurrect my video making abilities and make YouTube videos. But I know I’m not serious so I don’t invest the money which means I would have to invest the time.

I think my life is rather ordinary and regular. Which isn’t bad in the grand scheme of things, but it doesn’t produce much to write about. And if I’m too tired and unfocused to read, watch or listen to books, movies, or podcasts, I’m too tired to offer a meaningful reflection and review of those said material which would probably produce some sweet content.

But I press on regardless. Assembling lists of beautiful things and pithy sayings of unique individuals is where my mind is at the moment. Perhaps it will get better. God forbid it actually gets worse. I’m not dead yet, but the youthful energy I once had is fading, if it hasn’t already.

This blank un-focusness doesn’t just affect my reading and writing, it also effects my prayer life. I I’m not motivated to reach out to family and friends as much as I have done in the past because to concentrate and listen seems rather challenging at times.  I have become more of an introvert in the last decade when I was more of an extrovert in my younger years. I also feel more insecure and anxious in talking to people then I have in the past. Sometimes when I read or pray, I start to get drowsy. So, there is that also. The same thing happens with prayer. What is the solution? More prayer? Mind over Matter? Getting some help for my sleep?

It might have to do with lack of sleep, indecisiveness, ADHD, an addiction to social media, working too much at my day job, and just old age. My spouse thinks I am on the spectrum which could have something to do with it. If it is true, which it might not be. She was at the doctors today and instead of reading some of the books I got at the library for my book discussion group, as I was in the waiting room, I browsed FB and Twitter. My time management skills are lacking.

I suppose this blog post is writing something somewhat focused even if it is writing about how I can’t properly write something or do other related types of things that require concentration. I could look back at this in months or years and will have either progressed further down the hole of nothingness or will climb further up the ladder of creativity. Or perhaps I’ll just stay where I am. Maybe I’ll produce great piffy thoughts like this…

owen cyclops (+��)@owenbroadcast: if i was an ancient philosopher back when u could write anything i would write that babies are soft + fleshy because they eat from a boob, which transfers those qualities to them, + id make up a story about a baby from tunisia who drank from a stone cup + became hard and
then later medieval philosophers would cite me like “in ‘natal theology’ by owenius a certain tale of a tunisian baby is recorded wherein …”

And I don’t know if this post will actually help anyone in a similar place in life, but if you are blank in your mind also, you’re not alone.

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There is more I could say, but Kristin says my posts are too long. There is less I could have said, but I needed to vent my mind of my blank thoughts. It’s out of my mind and perhaps it will help clear the road for future projects. I can only go forward.

Now it’s time to create some more blog posts with lists of different interesting things.

Like this short list of creative writers either of the written word, various other media, games, or charitable endeavors.

Worlds of Fabianspace | Karina Fabian

Join the multiverse of science fiction, fantasy, the paranormal and the un-normal from the mind of Karina Fabian. Here you will find snarky dragons, slapstick zombies, religious sisters who do dangerous work in space, insane psychics and more. With books that range from the solidly serious to the happily hysterical, you’ll find adventures to challenge the mind and tickle the funnybone – sometimes both at once.

Jimmy Akin’s Mysterious World (sqpn.com)

Jimmy Akin’s Mysterious world is an exploration of the weird, the strange, the unusual, and the fascinating phenomena in the physical world around us—and beyond—from a Catholic perspective. Join Jimmy Akin and his co-host Domenico Bettinelli as they examine ancient mysteries, folk tales, urban legends, and miraculous stories with a methodical, logical, well-reasoned but not entirely skeptical eye.

Jimmy Akin’s Mysterious Interview

Thoughty2 – YouTube

I don’t agree with everything Thoughty2 (Arran) says, but overall he is worth watching and listening to. He is a British YouTuber and gatekeeper of useless facts. Thoughty2 creates mind-blowing factual videos, on the weirdest, wackiest and most interesting topics. Some language may be in the content.

Home – Word on Fire

Word on Fire reaches millions every year by effectively sharing the Gospel via podcasts, videos, books, articles, Scripture studies, and Gospel meditations. Word on Fire sets out into the deep to reveal what it means to truly encounter Christ by proclaiming the universality of the Catholic faith that is both ancient and forever new, reaching beyond the borders of country, background, or person.

Wellerman Community Project | The Longest Johns | 6500 Singers!

Exploding Kittens

is a card game where you trick your friends into blowing up. The last player left alive, wins.

Here’s what CNN had to say about it:

“It’s like Uno, except there are goats,
magical enchiladas, and kittens that can kill you.”

Ryan George – YouTube

Hi there hello my name is Ryan George and I make comedy videos where I talk to myself. You might know me from Pitch Meetings over at Screen Rant where I say “Super Easy Barely An Inconvenience” an inappropriate number of times.

Voyage Comics & Publishing – Christian Comic Books and Graphic Novels

Founded in 2018 by Philip Kosloski, Voyage Comics & Publishing creates positive, faith-filled entertainment formed by Catholic values.

Mission Statement

Our mission is to create exceptional entertainment, informed by Catholic values, that inspires people to live a heroic life. Through our products, we seek to advance the truth, beauty and goodness found in powerful stories.

Fellowship & Fairydust (fellowshipandfairydust.com)

Fellowship & Fairydust, a literary magazine inspiring faith and creativity and exploring the arts through a spiritual lens. We follow in the footsteps of J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, G.K. Chesterton, George MacDonald and others who combined their Christian sacramental imagination with a love of storytelling. We also branch out into other storytelling traditions from around the world to cultivate intercultural and interreligious understanding.

Amazon.com : Rowntrees Fruit Pastilles 

Their is creativity in foods as well as words. Kristin bought these for me, for Christmas.

I want more.

World’s Oldest Nun Celebrates 118th Birthday – What She Says is Most Important in Life – (churchpop.com)

The Beauty of a life lived for God.

Every person is called to be an artist.

Some use pencils, paint, canvas, or clay.

The rest of us use land, houses, gardens, our bodies, families, businesses, ministries, acts of service, works of mercy.

These are our works of art.

-Building Catholic Men | Husbands | Fathers@BldgCatholicMen

Ntege Nasser

Director at Tabasamu Light of Hope Uganda

Greeting you all in Jesus name…we need $800 to feed our children monthly

Please anything you can will be of great blessings in Jesus name… Only donate through mercy for life paypal account below::::https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/MercyForLifeCorp


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