Dr Dave Beach lost his wife to cancer, and it triggered a deconstruction of his assumptions about the world. He found out that the propositions he claimed were not embedded deep in his own soul. He went on a journey to make sense of this event in light of his faith and eventually wrote a dissertation on the topic of Christianity and suffering with the hopes of meeting people at the intersection of their faith and suffering with hospitality and care. Dave is a retired counselor, college teacher, a current author, speaker, chaplain, and spiritual formation presenter, as well as an executive director of Four Health Family Resource Center Inc, in Saranac MI. You can find Dave’s book here: https://rb.gy/9ri2p and You can Dave’s Dissertation here: https://digitalcommons.georgefox.edu/dmin/281/ Below are the topics and time stamps of the issues we cover which includes, 2:23: Introductions 6:05: Faith Roots 8:11: Bad Songs that shaped his theology and expectation 10:23: “Faith” insulating us from reality 12:34: The First domino of deconstruction: Congregation vs my Dad 17:11: Power dynamics in churches 19:16: Pastoral Authority 22:43: A dissertation to make space for those who suffer 27:00: Jesus, the Man of Sorrows 31:50: Losing my wife to cancer 36:31: Trauma: shattering the assumptive world 39:00: Doubt, struggle, unbelief, AS a form of faith 43:46: The Role of God within suffering: Incarnation and Trinity 48:55: Suffering leads to awakening, but what about trauma damage? 54:51: Post Traumatic Growth 59:28: 5 Views of suffering in the Christian journey 1:04:47: Spiritual bypassing, disassociation, and transcendence 1:10:24: Suffering as initiation into reality, and God 1:12:39: Labels vs essence. Christian as noun and not adjective 1:19:18: Suffering dissolving illusion, bringing us into contact with reality 1:24:15: How is my faith more than a set of propositions? 1:25:49: Hope is not an emotion but an imagination 1:28:19: Conclusion All Music for this episode is provided by Axeltree: @axletree Find us on the web: https://liminalliving.simplecast.com/ Follow us on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/liminalliving Follow us on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCseqDsKpQv2r7AbFfrWF0ow Follow us on Patheos: patheos.com/editorial/podcasts/liminal-living All Music for this episode composed by Axeltree