Cynthia Beach has a deep connection to Castle Rock, Northern Ireland, which inspires her writing. Her upbringing in a wealthy family contrasted with her mother's devout spirituality. Disillusionment with Christian institutions shaped her understanding of faith. Frederick Douglass's writings provided a framework for navigating faith amidst disillusionment. Operational faith often leads to a focus on exceptionalism rather than true spirituality. The persona adopted by church leaders can create a divide between authenticity and performance. Success in ministry can come with the pressure to conform to certain personas. Disillusionment can be a sign of growth and clarity in one's faith journey. The paradox of being both depraved and glorious is a central theme in understanding faith. Cynthia emphasizes the importance of seeing things clearly in one's spiritual journey. The vocabulary around hiding failures often stems from a desire to protect good work. Exceptionalism often comes at the expense of marginalized groups. Suffering can lead to humility and authenticity in leadership. Listening to others is crucial for crafting community narratives. Hope can be found in personal experiences and divine tenderness. Creativity should be prioritized and not relegated to the bottom of our lists. Idle brain time is beneficial for creativity and problem-solving. The church is facing challenges that may lead to a post-Christian society. Localizing actions can help combat feelings of hopelessness. The desire for exceptionalism can hinder genuine connection and growth. Links: Web: https://www.cynthiabeach.com/? Book: https://www.ivpress.com/the-surface-of-water Sponsors Quoir Square 2 Class: https://www.bk2sq1.com/square-2-next-steps-into-reconstruction (Promo code: Liminal for 10% off) Kineo Center: https://www.thekineocenter.com/cohort (mention "Liminal" in Application for $100 off) Monk Manual: https://monkmanual.com/LIMINAL (10% off all merchandise) Connect Find us on the web: https://liminalliving.simplecast.com/ Follow us on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/liminalliving Follow us on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCseqDsKpQv2r7AbFfrWF0ow Follow us on Patheos: patheos.com/editorial/podcasts/liminal-living