takeaways Mattie moved to New York City driven by a strong instinct. Growing up in Branson felt like living on a movie set. Her upbringing was wholesome but came with pressures. She recognizes the good and bad in her evangelical background. Stability in community provided comfort during her teenage years. Questioning beliefs began at a theater camp in New York. Evangelicalism often conflates knowing and believing. Love should not have an agenda in evangelism. The historical context of women in Christianity is often overlooked. Diversity in theater challenged her previous beliefs. The concept of divine love is often restricted by societal norms. Personal identity struggles can lead to questioning established beliefs. The pressure to conform to evangelical ideals can be overwhelming. Many truths taught in evangelicalism can be challenged and deconstructed. Faith should accommodate human growth and change. Questioning beliefs is a difficult but necessary process. Control within religious contexts often masquerades as love. Family support can play a crucial role in spiritual shifts. The future of Christianity may see a decline in conservative ideologies. Cultural factors contribute to the current political landscape. Links: Website: https://www.mattiejocowsert.com/ Book: Amazon Page Find us on the web: https://liminalliving.simplecast.com/ Follow us on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/liminalliving Follow us on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCseqDsKpQv2r7AbFfrWF0ow Follow us on Patheos: patheos.com/editorial/podcasts/liminal-living All Music for this episode composed by Axeltree