Our true identity in Christ and the momentum of holiness

Our true identity and the momentum of holiness
Paul Gauguin, Self-Portrait (cliff1066, Flickr)

What can Paul Gauguin and Paul the Apostle teach us about our identity in Christ?

Born in France and raised partially in Peru, Paul Gauguin’s early years were marked by the death of his father, domestic upheaval, and sweeping cultural shifts. After returning to France to live with his grandfather, he joined the merchant marines, served a stint in the navy, took work as a stockbroker, married, and had several kids. His tumultuous life could have settled into middle-class ease, but then Gauguin went spectacularly off the rails.

I’ll leave it to the biographers and historians to explain it all. Suffice it to say that his obsession for art drove a wedge between him and family, and they eventually became estranged. Submerged in his art, his life became dissolute.

While his achievements are noteworthy, his decline is as well. An alcoholic and a syphilitic, he died in 1903 at age 54.

Two self-portraits

Take that as prelude to the painting. Gauguin painted the above self-portrait in 1889. It’s been widely discussed over the years, but here’s what stands out for me, particularly against the tragic backdrop of his life:

Gauguin puts himself in the place of Adam, the fruit of the tree within tempting reach. The halo overhead indicates his propensity toward good, while the snake he handles shows the lure away. The stark red-yellow contrast above and below makes the divide all the more apparent. He stands in between, straddling both worlds. His eyes look away from the fruit and the serpent, as if he’s considering an action. The decision is his. He can go either way.

It’s true so far as it goes, and we know what Gauguin chose. But the painting also lies about something, at least for some of us. For those who desire to follow the upward call, to possess the halo the artist discarded, the great and weighty fact is that we are in Christ, not Adam.

In the seventh chapter of Romans, Paul gives us a self portrait as well. The apostle stands between his own red-yellow divide, his own stark choice. And he has trouble choosing the better path. He confesses inability to do the right thing and self-loathing for choosing the wrong. It’s a wrenching passage, one all-too familiar and deeply personal for many of us.

But unlike Paul Guaguin, the Apostle Paul points the way out.

The truer picture

“There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit,” Paul says at the start of chapter eight. “For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.”

Don’t overlook the phrase “Spirit of life.” Paul picks up the theme of life and resurrection a few sentences later. “[I]f the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you,” the same spirit, the Holy Spirit, who as Paul says, “helps [us] in our weakness.”

We are not like Gauguin, stranded alone between holiness and evil. We are now in Christ and have the Holy Spirit. And we receive a certain momentum toward holiness.

Icons of the Resurrection show the enlivened Christ rising from the grave. They portray energy and power and dynamism. The scene is vivid and alive, not the staid scape of Gauguin’s choice. And this is the truer image. The image of Christ is our real self-portrait because our identity is no longer in Adam. And the momentum of Christ erupting from the grave, the momentum of life, the momentum of the Spirit, is the same momentum that lifts us on our way toward God.

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  • Excellent post. Very thought provoking, Joel.

    My favorite part:
    The image of Christ is our real self-portrait because our identity is no longer in Adam. And the momentum of Christ erupting from the grave, the momentum of life, the momentum of the Spirit, is the same momentum that lifts us on our way toward God.

    • Thanks for the comment. I think it’s crucial for us to remember our true identity. There’s a sense it in which it’s aspirational, but it’s also actual, and the fact of it helps us actualize it further.

      • George Minerva


        At first, I read “aspirational” as having an alpha privative- negating the spiritual, and then saw what I think you were saying in one sense, inspirational, I think. AND if it were with out the spirit, it would be the same fate as Gauguin, left to my own devices.

        Secondly, I’m with you. I think when God sees me, in many respects He sees his Son in this son. My identity, as my righteousness isn’t my own, of my doing or being. God credits it to me, as if I am using a ‘credit’ card with ultimate resource from on high. I’m thankful that God’s image of me is better than what I could conjure up. His separateness calls me to life in Him.

      • George, I meant aspirational in terms of “aspiring to”; it’s something we’ve not yet attained but want to. But, you’re right: without the Spirit, there’s no point.

  • Such a good reminder that Jesus is the “Author and Finisher” of our faith!